A leviathan woke, and became a beautiful mer-princess.

[magnetaress]

I am kinda greatful I did not die of syphilis (at least I don't think so). Not 100% sure on this however, I made it past 30. Maybe? I sort of feel like the matrix I am concious of? stopped recieving new information when I was very young. So like perpetual Iraq wars, everquest, and 80's, 90s memes. So maybe I died in 94? 02?

[magnetaress]

I would have to defer to the experience of others on this one, and definitely don't condone the black magic in that regard.

[magnetaress]

You should check out some of these newer disney movies lol.

[Sibelia1]

point of divergence was only like 18 months ago in my conception. i might of fell from that thing and when i hit my head suddenly it was "bernschtein bares".

[Sibelia1]

Originally Posted by magnetaress [You must be logged in to view images. Log in or Register.]

Well.... back then the age of maturity was more like 14. And ya its creepy af and definitely wrong, but I feel like Milo Yiannopolis was right about one thing, if I had met a gentle older male at 12 or 13 who didn't exploit and abuse me, but looked after me, I probably would have wound up playing a lot less EQ and making a lot more music videos.

same. it's kinda like my life didnt start until the 1st time i was preyed upon as a minor, by a Jewish woman (WHO WOULDNT EVEN PUT OUT.)

Originally Posted by magnetaress [You must be logged in to view images. Log in or Register.]

You should check out some of these newer disney movies lol.

[You must be logged in to view images. Log in or Register.] nah i think probably sad

[magnetaress]

Originally Posted by Sibelia1 [You must be logged in to view images. Log in or Register.]

same. it's kinda like my life didnt start until the 1st time i was preyed upon as a minor, by a Jewish woman (WHO WOULDNT EVEN PUT OUT.)


[You must be logged in to view images. Log in or Register.] nah i think probably sad

They are sad, it's based in old folklore and black magic superstition, and now its cabalistic, but its meant to teach kids about the horrors of reality. And adults love subjecting kids to these fairytales.

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I don't wish anyone to be exploited, abused or violated. Especially not by a really predatory creep asshole. So. Not sure if I want to live in a man made cage without any human interaction or not just to spare 15% of the population.

I wouldn't know. I suffered violence, not sex.


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when we think about free will and the garden of eden and we start hitting on some philosophical feels that i really cannot preach to because I am just an ignorant wierdo who plays a dark elf in a simulated environment

[magnetaress]

Originally Posted by Sibelia1 [You must be logged in to view images. Log in or Register.]

point of divergence was only like 18 months ago in my conception. i might of fell from that thing and when i hit my head suddenly it was "bernschtein bares".

that is exactly what it feels like

we are in the same matrix together and i am glad you have free will though i dont want to control u in fact i would surrender all my control to u i want to see ur matrix, mine is boring as hell

this leads me to believe that there isn't a singular thread and the universe is more of a multicored thing and parrellellism, even between time, like in the past and future to. and there is a lot more going on and we see the effects of death and our stupidity, there was a lot of 'drunk driver' news stories last time I put myself in a situation deliberately where I problably died. But it was past stuff working its way up through the cosmos. Now.

I'm not willing to experiment further as I am enjoying my EQ time and sandwich making in the present matrix.

Sometimes I think I bring you with me. And for that I feel bad.

[Bigsham]

Heres the first post in this thread by a non trans gender

Heres to succeeding in life and being mentally healthy !

[magnetaress]

Originally Posted by Bigsham [You must be logged in to view images. Log in or Register.]

Heres the first post in this thread by a non trans gender

Heres to succeeding in life and being mentally healthy !

*chomps submit button on a mer-thread on a 21 yr old elf simulator forum*