I don't really mind anymore...

[magnetaress]

when people make up some really crazy story or joke or some kind of cruel humor about myself or that kind of isn't really about me at all but is just ever so tangentially related to my very strange experiences as a person


lets be real honest here...


i find myself marveling at my own existence
i find myself laughing at the absurdity of it
i find myself having to constantly deal with the existential dread of being a mortal living breathing being

it ain't all bad, but lol holy smokes its weird af and i went out of my way to make it even weirder, i have enjoyed some of the results, but like, really still have no clue what i am doing

so when someone gets a lil weird or uppity, i just kinda like to observe and judge internally than struggle with whether i should share it or not but on most topics i just go nuts 99% of the time it's not super deadly serious