I am an unrepentent idiot...but I'd like to play here again

[jawgoat]

I don't care if I look like a noob...I just don't care anymore. I used to play on this server as I had a friend that set it up for me. Well, computers being fickle as they are...it died...as did my p99 experience. I lost track of my friend that originally set it up and I simply cannot figure it out. Is there any option between $85 on Amazon and unlimited spyware on "the bay" to play here? Even if I could choke past the viruses I couldn't figure out the install from the "free" download site (I know because I tried and ruined a computer in the process). I would like to resume my adventures here but because I am an ignorant tool, I cannot figure it out. I mean...I just can't...and Tunare knows I have tried. I'm on a clean computer that I'd just as soon stay that way. If the popular free option is the only way other than the costly proprietary way, just tell me so I can move on...but if maybe another way exists (that's idiot-proof and not a hundred f-ing dollars) please enlighten me. Any advise or insults would be welcome.

Even if I cannot make it back on, my thanks to to all who made my previous visits possible...its wonderful work you've done here.