I do have drug problems

[Flamewraith]

Originally Posted by susvain0362 [You must be logged in to view images. Log in or Register.]

You ever notice the only people who ever seem to get clean are people who find god in their lives?? I don't believe in any religion mans created but it seems that the only people who really get clean and STAY that way are people who find god/become religious.

I have seen cases where people overcome their addiction claiming faith in god did it and I have met an equal amount who overcame the addiction and claimed they did it through the help of a friend or just pure will power. If you feel comforted that a divine being is aiding in your struggles so be it, but to completely rely on divine intervention is foolish and will lead you nowhere.... You need to be powerful enough to overcome your struggles yourself or you will get nowhere in life. Even if there was a god out there, what makes you think he gives a shit about you? Thousands die a day to brutal murder, famine, and genocide yet you believe this divine being cares about you even a little bit? That's selfish. If a divine being did exist his thought process would be so much larger than what we could perceive, we would be but ants to it.

[Hasbinbad]

Originally Posted by r00t [You must be logged in to view images. Log in or Register.]

what I mean is how i rewire my brain to accept truth and love??????

i recommend talking shit to cops

[stonez138]

Originally Posted by r00t [You must be logged in to view images. Log in or Register.]

what I mean is how i rewire my brain to accept truth and love??????

Kill yourself!

[Joroz]

Originally Posted by r00t [You must be logged in to view images. Log in or Register.]

what I mean is how i rewire my brain to accept truth and love??????

take up meditation, begin enjoying your drugs without "needing" them.

[gotrocks]

without revealing too much, im gonna say i feel for you man.

it takes a lot of time, a lot of work and a lot of pain, but you have to do it. thats no way to live, brotha, trust me.

Going to tell you what every counselor/'expert'/doctor you talk to is gonna tell you: You have to relocate, get away from those people who are bringing you down, and never talk to them again. You will not succeed if you dont do this, period.

Look into detox/outpatient/inpatient services in your area. If you're where I was, theres no other way to stop, you can't do it on your own.

If you want to talk more hit me up, but honestly you are going to have to do a lot of shit you dont want to do to get out of this. You posting here makes me think you want out badly enough to do that, but idk you or your situation, so maybe not.

good luck, dont stop, and keep your head up

[gotrocks]

brain wont rewire till you get off the shit.

your neurotransmitters and receptors are TOTALLY out of balance. Those neurons they are spitting around are literally the reason why you think and feel, and yours are completely fucked up. They won't go back to normal and let you have some peace until youve been clean for 6 months - 1 year or more, but while they recover you will start to feel more and more normal as times goes on.

First week is a living, breathing, fucking nightmare. you'll actually experience wanting to die to end pain. its not a good place to be. 2nd week is hell, third week is just a regular nightmare, and from then on it starts getting better fast.

lots of <3 comin your way if you figure it out and stay away.

[r00t]

my vice was alcohol and i went to lesser drugs to get over it. then i realized shit was bad

need safer than weed give it assholes

[r00t]

use trollin hbb

[Visual]

purge that shit out of your system. take up some hobbies. become the best at your craft. pursue love. watch videos of naez threatening to kill prince

[quido]

get a fucking grip