Those who cannot remember the past are condemned to repeat it. (Wall of Text)

[Loly Taa]

I hate to double post, but they have a psychological term for someone like yourself Ektar my dear;

"In short, the True Believer exists in religion, politics, in movements and causes of every kind. For the True Believer, his/her cause has surpassed reason and become a matter of faith. Anyone who questions it has become a mere obstacle to test their faith. Any evidence to the contrary is false simply by virtue of that contradiction.

Any attempt to sway a True Believer is pointless. A True Believer can only be swayed by a serious personal crisis or epiphany, a "Road to Damascus" moment that shifts their faith radically. And when they do change, it's usually just to move on an embrace some new cause to be a True Believer in."