Confessions of a Rageaholic

[Hasbinbad]

Originally Posted by Straif [You must be logged in to view images. Log in or Register.]

My main predicament is living in an environment which is poisonous to my goals / aspirations.

It's not your surroundings, it's you.

Originally Posted by Straif [You must be logged in to view images. Log in or Register.]

My current surroundings are more detrimental than anything else. Anytime a change of scenery is introduced I feel more confident with myself.

This is what I mean..

Whenever you change your environment, it offers you distraction, which allows you the same sort of escape that drugs allow some people. Once you become acclimated to each new environment, your real problems start setting in again, and you lose self-confidence or whatever, and spiral down again.

You have 4 options as I see it:
1.) Quit being a baby; get over it.
2.) Spend the rest of your life in therapy.
3.) See a psychiatrist and get on meds.
4.) Kill yourself.

Options 2-4 are for the weak hearted, and you don't strike me as that kind of person. Options 3 and 4 cost a lot of money, and you said you were broke, so I don't know if they apply to you. I recommend option 1.