.357 Magnum Ammo - Page 19

Peatree · #**181** 08-09-2013, 11:39 AM

Why kill yourself if you can still masturbate?

ncapatina · #**182** 08-09-2013, 03:08 PM

Thread died down for a few days I thought the troll might have ended, but boy was I wrong! Another epic post. The friend visiting and agreeing with his decision to blow his head off may be the highlight of the thread so far. Bravo!

abacab-godking2 · #**183** 08-10-2013, 01:02 AM

I'm thinking about hanging myself instead. Seems like a better way to go. Probably wouldn't be as painful as cutting off oxygen to the brain just seems to cause darkness to slip over the eyes until one passes out and goes to sleep.

Kids seem to do that for fun as the rush of oxygen back to the brain is euphoric for some people. Weird, I never tried it. Almost as if these kids never tried drugs.

What a pointless life to be born into, growing up into a broke family that could barely support themselves without the help of their own parents as well.

All through my childhood my parents basically lived off of their parents well into their 40's. I'm only 31 and I haven't had the support of my parents since the age of 17. They didn't even have the decency to teach me to drive and help buy me a car. I guess that's what you call a tax refund baby.

What a sweet release death will be in the end anyway.

We all have to die and at least I won't be missing out on anything as I couldn't achieve much anyway.

Gaffin Deeppockets · #**184** 08-10-2013, 01:05 AM

Worst Naez troll ever. If you were gonna do it you woulda done it pussy. Death isnt something to think about if you stoop to its level of depression.

Gaffin Deeppockets · #**185** 08-10-2013, 01:05 AM

Btw this is a elf emu forum. Seek help.

Langrisser · #**186** 08-10-2013, 01:56 AM

yo we just gave 'em some help... bet he wont disrespect the couch again charlie murphy

abacab-godking2 · #**187** 08-17-2013, 07:48 PM

This life has become a generally unbearable existence now. It is a disconnected careless society that allows such corruption to prosper by controlling our everyday lives while stealing personal property at an ever increasing rate. I see that I am not completely alone in the matter as the work week in the 'land of the free' has been diminished to a much more unreasonable 'full time' employment. This change has hurt and will continue to be the demise of good hardworking people who are just trying to get by as those that have the ability to help simply choose not to.

It's very closely related to how this project has become. Nothing short of a mirror image of modern day society here in the real world. A disconnected and careless community that has neglected the very most important thing in the entire existence of humanity; integrity by the service to others. Without this type of integrity to uphold the continual prospering of the individual itself, there will be a constant degrading that poisons the very society or community we inhabit. Eventually the world as we know it, in every aspect including online gaming communities, will be compromised with the infestation of individualistic greed. A type of problem that there seems to be absolutely no cure for.

Everyone depends on someone or something else. This is a fact of life that cannot be disputed. There is no clear cut example otherwise. Without the help that we all have received in society and in this projects community, there would not be anything to inhabit and enjoy. Most would like to think that they have earned everything on their own, but the truth is that it did not work that way, nor could it have ever been that simple. Everything you have gained in society and in this very gaming community was achieved through a service to others regardless of the egotistical stance you may believe.

As time grows closer to the end, I have generally become numb. Numb in the exact sense of this community project game. A numbness that overwhelms every individual like a plague. The individual is comforted by this numbness which makes it easier to become jaded and overwhelmed by apathy. It all becomes a mockery of empty laughter to cherish the pain of others in order to help the numbness subside for just a second in order to feel a superiority. But in the end, we are all numb which makes it easier to not care.

As I have experienced isolation and desperation first hand in both worlds, it becomes easier to understand the true nature of the individual and what it has become. A stature of desolation not worth experiencing and living for. For what would it be worth to continue such an existence. Only to evolve into an even more apathetic zombie who contributes to the very destruction of all by only self service. The highest purpose to achieve in this world will always be a service to others. That service to others can only lead to the positive which derives what we like to call happiness. Without it, everything will fall, will decay, will become disconnected and careless without fail.

I will soon be putting a bullet through my head as I have myself become completely numb as I cannot even find a way to survive in order to service others. The worlds we live and play in have become so far from saving, it is no longer even possible to provide such service to others without expecting the immediate gratification of something in return.

The journey is the only place that true happiness survives. The destination is ultimately meaningless in the end as there is no where else to go from there.

My journey has come to an end.

Barkingturtle · #**188** 08-17-2013, 07:59 PM

You're in their world now.

gotrocks · #**189** 08-17-2013, 09:41 PM

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You're in their world now.

Reapin · #**190** 08-18-2013, 12:14 AM

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Originally Posted by abacab-godking2 [You must be logged in to view images. Log in or Register.]

This life has become a generally unbearable existence now. It is a disconnected careless society that allows such corruption to prosper by controlling our everyday lives while stealing personal property at an ever increasing rate. I see that I am not completely alone in the matter as the work week in the 'land of the free' has been diminished to a much more unreasonable 'full time' employment. This change has hurt and will continue to be the demise of good hardworking people who are just trying to get by as those that have the ability to help simply choose not to.

It's very closely related to how this project has become. Nothing short of a mirror image of modern day society here in the real world. A disconnected and careless community that has neglected the very most important thing in the entire existence of humanity; integrity by the service to others. Without this type of integrity to uphold the continual prospering of the individual itself, there will be a constant degrading that poisons the very society or community we inhabit. Eventually the world as we know it, in every aspect including online gaming communities, will be compromised with the infestation of individualistic greed. A type of problem that there seems to be absolutely no cure for.

Everyone depends on someone or something else. This is a fact of life that cannot be disputed. There is no clear cut example otherwise. Without the help that we all have received in society and in this projects community, there would not be anything to inhabit and enjoy. Most would like to think that they have earned everything on their own, but the truth is that it did not work that way, nor could it have ever been that simple. Everything you have gained in society and in this very gaming community was achieved through a service to others regardless of the egotistical stance you may believe.

As time grows closer to the end, I have generally become numb. Numb in the exact sense of this community project game. A numbness that overwhelms every individual like a plague. The individual is comforted by this numbness which makes it easier to become jaded and overwhelmed by apathy. It all becomes a mockery of empty laughter to cherish the pain of others in order to help the numbness subside for just a second in order to feel a superiority. But in the end, we are all numb which makes it easier to not care.

As I have experienced isolation and desperation first hand in both worlds, it becomes easier to understand the true nature of the individual and what it has become. A stature of desolation not worth experiencing and living for. For what would it be worth to continue such an existence. Only to evolve into an even more apathetic zombie who contributes to the very destruction of all by only self service. The highest purpose to achieve in this world will always be a service to others. That service to others can only lead to the positive which derives what we like to call happiness. Without it, everything will fall, will decay, will become disconnected and careless without fail.

I will soon be putting a bullet through my head as I have myself become completely numb as I cannot even find a way to survive in order to service others. The worlds we live and play in have become so far from saving, it is no longer even possible to provide such service to others without expecting the immediate gratification of something in return.

The journey is the only place that true happiness survives. The destination is ultimately meaningless in the end as there is no where else to go from there.

My journey has come to an end.

Can I have your shit?