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Like I can just break and have a psychotic episode without warning or any 'feelings or thoughts' ... like i can be standing there in a heightened emotional state and 'heightened emotional state' is all the warning i get... i don't think about it it just happens. Then I need to go to the ER to get my head checked out and a catscan and not to tell them I was playing football because A. that is a lie. B. i'm prob needin shots it fuckin sucks my life is 100% disrupted thx for the support guys i know this isn't the "right foruam for it butt" i feel comfortable shit posting about it here. Quote:
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they say that life doesn't come with an instruction manual.
I beg to differ. I believe that your emotions are your instructions on how to live your life. Your emotions will tell you if you are right, or wrong, if you're being treated bad, or good. If you feel depressed, anxious, or just plain ol' bad, then you are subjecting yourself to unfavorable circumstances. Whatever you are, that is what you have to be. You do not have a choice. If in your heart you are a black trans jewish nazi, then that is what you have to be. If in your heart you are a philanthropic Christian family man, then that is what you have to be, you do not have a choice. Quote:
Happiness is the freedom to pursue happiness, there is nothing more too it, everyone just over-complicates it. That's how we solve the majority of mental health issues. Big Pharma won't tell you this, because they profit from literally everyone who feels bad. | |||
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When I open that box of "who are you really" it's a nightmare. I don't believe G-d cursed me, butt I am definitely challenged very heavily by Satan even tho I DO A LOT OF STUFF to stay away from him/that and close my door on the demons. I believe I have been relatively successful in this regard. I do get 'emotionally' tired sometimes tho. I guess physically tired too, butt not to the point of total collapse.. I feel like G-d kinda helps tho prepare u for this bullshit if u have to live with it.
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when you get feelings of self harm you are responding to your own internal cycle of frustrations simply put, you feel bad, so you try to feel better, and when you still feel bad, you try to feel better, so on and so on caught in an endless loop, it feels like no matter what you try, you are failing, then eventually you throw your hands up in the air and say, "Fuck this ill just end it" you gotta break that cycle and end that loop. to do this you will need to find what you really want. some of us have buried our true desires so deep within our psyche that we no longer have any idea what we want, and would not recognize it if we saw it. dig deep and make it hurt, because if it doesn't hurt then you aren't actually doing anything. Yeah, you hurt now but that's different, its a result of wallowing in a pit of despair. this is counterintuitive, but to dig yourself out of a pit of despair, you have to dig it deeper. you have to go wayyy down until the hurt is no longer just despair but a recognition of what you are living without. then you can understand what you need to feel good, then you can recognize what it is that you do not want and remove it gotta figuratively get off your ass and work, then you can physically get off your ass and make something good. many people are alive, but are not living. if you aren't gonna die, then you have to live. you survived soldier training, you will survive this. | |||
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https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Total_depravity (good cop bad cop) (all cops are good cops, see how ridiculous that sounds?) | |||
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