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Old 12-14-2025, 03:53 PM
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Old 12-14-2025, 03:52 PM
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I just wanna say that I will most likely never get a wife or have sex because I would prefer a flat earther woman or at least into conspiracies so that I don't get judged for my basic beliefs of being a flat earther and such. So I'm okay with that. Also not a fan of becoming a father to children I can't imagine myself executing authority.

When I got angry people laughed at me all the time because my voice sounds gay so I just stopped it and now I live in a 1 room apartment and play videogames or watch the internet all day. And I'm trying to quit watching porn but it's kinda impossible. [You must be logged in to view images. Log in or Register.] when I ever get tired with Battlefield 6 I might start working out tho. I just wanna say even though I can only sleep with antipsychotics and am addicted to porn, I still have videogames to play and bourbon to drink and I already read the entire Bible NKJV in 2024. So I got things to do and I'm kinda happy.

I just need to learn how to not be offended when someone says that I'm a denier or a flat earther or a schizophrenic or retarded. I need to learn humility and accept this harassment. One day your kids will become flat earthers like me, because it's the truth. NASA is wrong on every level about everything... Just go here and linger a bit.

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Old 12-14-2025, 03:52 PM
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You know I've been thinking about that, how that we are all one shit comes up in connection to psychedelics so often and it's either A: True because separate people experience the same phenomenon simultaneously or B: That's how a fucking mushroom would think.
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Old 12-14-2025, 04:33 PM
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What do you mean? I was put in psychiatry at 16 years due to anxiety and underweight. I had birthday there at 17 they put me on antipsychotics. They said it was good for me. 3 years (or so) later I realized something feels off but then it was too late. I quit cold turkey 5 times no success and my mom and therapist always tell me to just take the medicine all my life. I don't feel like I had a choice to not take this antipsychotics. It was a choice others made for me.
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Old 12-14-2025, 04:46 PM
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What do you mean? I was put in psychiatry at 16 years due to anxiety and underweight. I had birthday there at 17 they put me on antipsychotics. They said it was good for me. 3 years (or so) later I realized something feels off but then it was too late. I quit cold turkey 5 times no success and my mom and therapist always tell me to just take the medicine all my life. I don't feel like I had a choice to not take this antipsychotics. It was a choice others made for me.
You just covered the choice: fight for sanity, or throw it away. The people who loved and cared about you wanted you to fight, but you gave up. You chose poorly.
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You just covered the choice: fight for sanity, or throw it away. The people who loved and cared about you wanted you to fight, but you gave up. You chose poorly.
I don't get it. What do you mean fight? Fight what? I tried to quit olanzapine 5 times. It is a very addictive drug and everyone always kept telling me to take this medicine all my life so I went along. My mom was scared I would not take my medicine and some of those cold turkeys were covert spec ops missions for me. [You must be logged in to view images. Log in or Register.] you take 7.5 mg Olanzapine for 5 years or longer and try to quit. It's literally impossible.
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I don't get it. What do you mean fight? Fight what? I tried to quit olanzapine 5 times. It is a very addictive drug and everyone always kept telling me to take this medicine all my life so I went along. My mom was scared I would not take my medicine and some of those cold turkeys were covert spec ops missions for me. [You must be logged in to view images. Log in or Register.] you take 7.5 mg Olanzapine for 5 years or longer and try to quit. It's literally impossible.
If you don't like the cost of sanity, you find a different way to pay for it. If Olanzapine was too annoying, try a different drug, or try taking a lower dosage, or try taking another drug to counteract the effects.

But you don't just give up and sacrifice your sanity. Sanity is such a precious thing.
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But to be honest after all this I don't really believe in mental illness. I have ocd stuff too for sure but it's not too bad and it's just frustration with life. Mental illness doesn't really exist you're just exhausted or there's some complex problem with real life. It's not really in your head. Most suicidal people can be fixed if given $5 million, no?
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Old 12-14-2025, 04:43 PM
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We all get dealt the cards we're dealt, and for some of us that means mental illness.

But you still always have a choice
Yeah pull up them bootstraps!

They were asking for it.

Keep it in the bedroom.

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Yeah pull up them bootstraps!

They were asking for it.

Keep it in the bedroom.

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1 take the pills and live with a little handicap
2 die from no sleep and withdrawal symptoms of the antipsychotic
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