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Old 09-15-2021, 06:46 PM
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They probably see people a few days out of the year to set up whatever welfare and disability they will be on for the rest of their lives while they rapidly deteriorate and die from personal neglect and suicide.

I have more hallucinations since the drugs they put me on. The difference being I know that shit isn't real. Those drugs fucked me up. And gave me more. Just permanently wrecked my brain and perception.

I was a gorgeous 6/10 in great shape. All they had to do was give me something to chill out with instead of leaving me trapped with someone giving me PTSD panic anxiety attacks. So that I could put my therapy to use, my DBT and zen to use. And so that I wasn't constantly reinjuring and wiping myself out trying to cope with situations that where dangerous and stressful.

That person is gone outa my life. My life is better. It's not easier. It's better. My long relationship with my long time housemate has improved. Things are better. My relationships with acquaintances are better. I'm less suicidal.

The drugs didn't help and chipped away at my capacity to cope. I have a great wisdom and deep understanding of dealing with emotional hardship.

The problem isn't, wasn't me. That doesn't mean that I can't do better. I can certainly tell you in my case drugs are unhelpful.

I made this thread because of whale biologist tho. It's not really about people addicted to serotonin.
I know I lost my mind on Adderall. I sure AF wasn't getting monthly follow ups. The shitty thing is, my QoL was better even though I was getting progressively more and more paranoid and feeling palpable "darkness" internally on a daily basis. Thank fucking god I thought to myself.. I'm not really in touch with reality anymore. Is this psychosis? Was doing a lot better 3 days later.
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Old 09-15-2021, 06:52 PM
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I know I lost my mind on Adderall. I sure AF wasn't getting monthly follow ups. The shitty thing is, my QoL was better even though I was getting progressively more and more paranoid and feeling palpable "darkness" internally on a daily basis. Thank fucking god I thought to myself.. I'm not really in touch with reality anymore. Is this psychosis? Was doing a lot better 3 days later.
Bubroprion was the worst. I really did try to kill myself because of that drug and it really enabled me. Manic or not it was the purely logical course of action and Bubroprion made me fearless and help me ignore the pain. That's not even an antipsychotic.

I had been using some antipsychotics offlabel to deal with the stressful abuse and PTSD an individual was putting me through, but they just stopped working and all I was getting was the side effects and the anxiety went through the roof because I was sick, vulnerable, and helpless.

Without the support of my therapist I was on a fast track to haloperidol and a permanent in patient facility. Thankfully people backed me up, called the police, and I was able to get a grip on myself without my abuser around. So they let me go. No medication.
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Old 09-15-2021, 06:59 PM
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Yeah Wellbutrin worked super well for me for awhile, in that I couldn't notice it doing anything for like a year besides counteracting my need to smoke. I took it a bit later and it triggered ragey manic behavior when she was staying with me.
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Old 09-15-2021, 07:08 PM
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Yeah Wellbutrin worked super well for me for awhile, in that I couldn't notice it doing anything for like a year besides counteracting my need to smoke. I took it a bit later and it triggered ragey manic behavior when she was staying with me.
It was fine at a low dose. The dose I ended up on was pretty high unfortunately.
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Old 09-15-2021, 07:13 PM
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Your thousands of schizophrenic patients on antipsychotics? Or was it more like 100-200 schizophrenic patients on antipsychotics? So with an annual TD incident rate of 0.9% on second generation antipsychotics, you have have seen up to two cases? Or was it 100 schizophrenics on antipsychotics in 14 years? Was it that many? Or was that just a super useful anecdote?

1% annual rate is small until you think of a million people getting prescriptions for SGAs. It's quite a bit higher for first gen. And that statistic doesn't account for lifetime risk to an individuals. It's hardly insignificant.

Furthermore, doesn't it make you feel bad at all that the treatment used induced a permanent motor disability in even ONE individual under your care?
No absolutely would not feel bad if ONE person developed something like a movement disorder because they would have had the risk of this communicated by their doctor and accepted that risk as an adult, and it would also be a failing of their doctor to notice this developing side effect as well. Then there’s the consideration that UNTREATED SCHIZOPHRENIA, the alternative, would have left them as a homeless person yelling at buildings and running from shadow people until they killed themself, which is a very real possibility. So what’s a better life, Cecily? Movement disorders or a brain permanently caught in a nightmare of hallucinations making a person unable to function as an adult or causing them to kill themselves

And these aren’t people under my care. I’m coming in and temporarily assisting them. They have a clinic with a case manager, they are under their care. And yes, hundreds of them for years and seen it once
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Old 09-15-2021, 07:14 PM
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Hey I don't care what you have to say anymore you cry baby pussy. Didn't read. Shut up.

@star Found this paper: Bupropion-Induced Psychotic Mania: Risk Factor, Clinical Course and Dosage.
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Old 09-15-2021, 07:17 PM
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Bubroprion was the worst. I really did try to kill myself because of that drug and it really enabled me. Manic or not it was the purely logical course of action and Bubroprion made me fearless and help me ignore the pain. That's not even an antipsychotic.

I had been using some antipsychotics offlabel to deal with the stressful abuse and PTSD an individual was putting me through, but they just stopped working and all I was getting was the side effects and the anxiety went through the roof because I was sick, vulnerable, and helpless.

Without the support of my therapist I was on a fast track to haloperidol and a permanent in patient facility. Thankfully people backed me up, called the police, and I was able to get a grip on myself without my abuser around. So they let me go. No medication.
Lies. More lies. There is no such thing as permanent committals, you would’ve had to have committed a major crime such as murder due to a mental illness

COT is reviewed yearly, and inpatient is the most expensive option. So even if you were forced into inpatient for 1 year (the longest and most rare), that would be up for review in a year. And you are always allowed to get an attorney and appeal it whenever u want

What antipsychotic were you prescribed? I’m curious
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Old 09-15-2021, 07:18 PM
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Hey I don't care what you have to say anymore you cry baby pussy. Didn't read. Shut up.

@star Found this paper: Bupropion-Induced Psychotic Mania: Risk Factor, Clinical Course and Dosage.
Looks interesting.
Kk keep lying and being wrong about everything related to mental health treatment
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Old 09-15-2021, 07:20 PM
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I read that one. What am I wrong about, you whiny bitch?

Your job is to collect insurance payments for talking people for an hour.
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I read that one. What am I wrong about, you whiny bitch?
You are exaggerating the frequency of side effects muscle disorders or TD as if it’s some widespread common problem and completely ignorant to the extremely life-impacting, life-destroying impact of untreated schizophrenia because you haven’t seen it in person on a day to day basis like I do for work

So yes, you are a moron when it comes to mental health. Not gonna take that one back
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