Evil

[magnetaress]

I cried a lot. Was more protective for a bit. It gentled me though. Clipping claws is no longer an exercise of scruff holding or strength and intimidation.. And now an exercise in trust and mommying. My babies won't bite mommy and they trust me complety now.. I'm more fearless, but I startle and spook easier. I'm more trusting. Can't say it's all E. Way more connected to nature and people. My reads on body language, intent, and inflection are almost superhuman now. Stuff like that.

But my conjecture is that this was always true it was just burried under an oppressive and fearful, controlling, domineering superego. E probably helped me unlock my potential and made it easier.

[Nexii]

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I cried a lot. Was more protective for a bit. It gentled me though. Clipping claws is no longer an exercise of scruff holding or strength and intimidation.. And now an exercise in trust and mommying. My babies won't bite mommy and they trust me complety now.. I'm more fearless, but I startle and spook easier. I'm more trusting. Can't say it's all E. Way more connected to nature and people. My reads on body language, intent, and inflection are almost superhuman now. Stuff like that.

But my conjecture is that this was always true it was just burried under an oppressive and fearful, controlling, domineering superego. E probably helped me unlock my potential and made it easier.

Yea I do think that female intuition or whatever you call it is E-related. I also found I can read people much quicker and more accurately than in the past. I doubt it's all life experience.

The cost I've found is less motivation. The testosterone-fueled male drive is something I kind of miss.

[magnetaress]

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