whats it feel like

[maerilith]

@katrik

it's bad to have internalized transphobia. but I honestly respect and understand your annoyance at the more queer people.

being stealth would be nice. it's not an option right now for me. and smart people understand that I'm not a voice for the entire trans community.

plz don't get triggered in the threads I've taken over.

[Spyder73]

Originally Posted by maerilith [You must be logged in to view images. Log in or Register.]

@katrik

it's bad to have internalized transphobia. but I honestly respect and understand your annoyance at the more queer people.

being stealth would be nice. it's not an option right now for me. and smart people understand that I'm not a voice for the entire trans community.

plz don't get triggered in the threads I've taken over.

Just when i think i am beginning to understand you, I realize its a "the more you know, the less you really know" situation. You are either the best or worst troll, i cant decide.

[AzzarTheGod]

My ninja Big J spittin the fire in this thread for me. Great minds align.

Originally Posted by maerilith [You must be logged in to view images. Log in or Register.]

I'll take what I can get from the most reliable sources available. Not some forumquesting guys.

I never said it doesn't have good applications. I just wasn't going to let you call it something that its not. Too many Americans getting bullshitted. If it works and you need it, then it is what it is. I'm not in the business of tampering with whatever works for someone.

What I don't believe in is Big Pharm propaganda.

[maerilith]

Originally Posted by AzzarTheGod [You must be logged in to view images. Log in or Register.]

My ninja Big J spittin the fire in this thread for me. Great minds align.




I never said it doesn't have good applications. I just wasn't going to let you call it something that its not. Too many Americans getting bullshitted. If it works and you need it, then it is what it is. I'm not in the business of tampering with whatever works for someone.

What I don't believe in is Big Pharm propaganda.

You are assuming I havn't tried every fucking thing under the sun? I use to hate big pharma etc etc... I use to be a tin foil hatter. this shit is massive brianwashing blah...

U know what... my life is better with SSRI's and transitioning. I'm not saying big pharma is great, but it is the vehicle capitalism uses to save lives. Also. we'd still need drugs for some people to have a decent quality of life. It simply is a fact of life on the physical plane of consciousness.

You guys are coloring the simple A+B equation with some philosophical idealism that says fuck anyone who can't survive without drugs, might makes, right, survival of only the strongest (forget being fit), hell lets push ourselves to the brink!

Anyway I really don't want to talk about this anymore at all on these forums I believe you guys are well educated and correct in some regards. But the blanket application of your ideals is fucking horrible and evil shit.

[Big_Japan]

Originally Posted by maerilith [You must be logged in to view images. Log in or Register.]

You are assuming I havn't tried every fucking thing under the sun? I use to hate big pharma etc etc... I use to be a tin foil hatter. this shit is massive brianwashing blah...

U know what... my life is better with SSRI's and transitioning. I'm not saying big pharma is great, but it is the vehicle capitalism uses to save lives. Also. we'd still need drugs for some people to have a decent quality of life. It simply is a fact of life on the physical plane of consciousness.

You guys are coloring the simple A+B equation with some philosophical idealism that says fuck anyone who can't survive without drugs, might makes, right, survival of only the strongest (forget being fit), hell lets push ourselves to the brink!

Anyway I really don't want to talk about this anymore at all on these forums I believe you guys are well educated and correction some regards. But the blanket application of your ideals is fucking horrible and evil shit.

buddy i havent made a post on this board without being under the influence of drugs in prolly 3 years. I don't feel any sense of superiority. But then, i don't go around claiming my drug abuse is advisable or that it for sure made my life better either, even though it was doctor-initiated and -assisted just like your own hellish journey into kafkaesque alienation and physical transformation.

Truth is, no medical intervention ever made me feel as good as getting completely off of the slave grid and disconnected from electronics, and existing solely in the physical plane for a good long time (although methadone came pretty close). If I recall your backstory about being in the military accurately, it would seem you don't even know that greener pastures exist. Those possibilities are all the info I'm trying to convey to you.

[maerilith]

Originally Posted by Big_Japan [You must be logged in to view images. Log in or Register.]

buddy i havent made a post on this board without being under the influence of drugs in prolly 3 years. I don't feel any sense of superiority. But then, i don't go around claiming my drug abuse is advisable or that it for sure made my life better either, even though it was doctor-initiated and -assisted just like your own hellish journey into kafkaesque alienation and physical transformation.

Truth is, no medical intervention ever made me feel as good as getting completely off of the slave grid and disconnected from electronics. If I recall your backstory about being in the military accurately, it would seem you don't even know that greener pastures exist. Those possibilities are all the info I'm trying to convey to you.

I really pitty the people who suffer from doctors and who can't do their own research. But I am not going to sit here and tell you that life is a fairytale either. Just that in my case, in my defense, and in defense of someone like me, this shit is 4 real bro. Not just some kind of "thing" craze, passtime, or fetish. Though it does get abused as such.

I think were on the same page. Just I'm fucking triggered as fuck when people tell me I don't even know my own body or insinuate it or insinuate it's possible.

I've gone down the fucking darkest trails in the forest. I know some crazy shit about the universe. I don't need my horrible feelings reinforced by negative "tranny bashing" blah. etc.. whatever it is. Poke fun, but god.... damnit.

[Big_Japan]

Originally Posted by maerilith [You must be logged in to view images. Log in or Register.]

I really pitty the people who suffer from doctors and who can't do their own research.

after your statements on SSRIs (and saying you yourself have used them) this statement is ironic as fuck

i truly hope that you're happy and being a transforming breast inflating cowgirl in a real life hentai fills ur soul with divine joy, but the level of defensive and triggered you get suggests darkness lurking close.

[Pokesan]

This is a big problem for trans people who can't get their head right and again have underlying issues

[maerilith]

I think it's definately time to break out the tinfoil hats... their poluting our water with XENOESTROGENZ 1111111 to make us docile and sex crazed slaves!!!!!!! PRAISZE JESU-ALLAHZ

[Big_Japan]

Originally Posted by maerilith [You must be logged in to view images. Log in or Register.]

I think it's definately time to break out the tinfoil hats... their poluting our water with XENOESTROGENZ 1111111 to make us docile and sex crazed slaves!!!!!!! PRAISZE JESU-ALLAHZ

uh that's a little paranoid. But yes, the swift removal of a White man like you from the gene pool (and society at large due 2 alienation) is as good as your death in war to the Elders

edit: actually it's even better, you'll draw welfare dollars from White society and into the medical establishment