Fasting. 2 days in. - Page 4

imperiouskitten · #31 02-04-2021, 07:03 PM

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Originally Posted by Nexii [You must be logged in to view images. Log in or Register.]

Once you can see someone as the psychopath they are, there is no going back.

Is it actual rage that others take joy when they can't feel such emotions? Or just all an act for fun or boredom? Who knows what goes on deep down there.

I wish I could understand better or help in some way beyond being a willing object of abuse, but the one thing I am sure about is there's boundless rage in there. She's hurting.

Just search her posts, she hasn't posted here in like a year unless it has to do with me. Either interjecting in a convo I'm in, referencing her old insults while gaslighting the other readers like she's being polite, or attacking me directly. When not actively raging, trying to build some sort of credibility so she can use it against me. Stalker.

I guess it's flattering to have one. Considering her questions about whether she should detransition, insistence that trans women aren't women etc., it must mean I've done something right if I need so badly to be knocked down. I would like to think it's as simple as her picking the wrong hill to die on, but then I remember how she treated you. She's a monster, thankfully with no power. The idea she could become a nurse helping the helpless, rape survivors, etc. is super disturbing. My mom had a lot of cancers and hospital time and had an abusive nurse more than once. Might run in the profession.

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Originally Posted by Cecily [You must be logged in to view images. Log in or Register.]

*barks* (I want you to know I giggle a little every time I reply to you with that) It's not mean-spirited, merely a love of the absurd. Which an adult in an animal costume who meets up with like-minded individuals to do God knows what is truly undiluted absurdity, and it makes me laugh. Thank you.

creepy post. You don't understand roleplaying at all? Really? Then you're shockingly dense, for a lifelong EQ player. In reality, though, we know you smelled a person whose identity rendered them vulnerable, and couldn't help but act on your ever-present smothering hatred. I don't believe for a second you feel a thing more positive than tortured glee in this.

PS, i don't look like your dad, that one bounces off completely. deadpan honest. sad stuff

Nexii · #32 02-04-2021, 07:07 PM

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Originally Posted by imperiouskitten [You must be logged in to view images. Log in or Register.]

I wish I could understand better or help in some way beyond being a willing object of abuse, but the one thing I am sure about is there's boundless rage in there. She's hurting.

Just search her posts, she hasn't posted here in like a year unless it has to do with me. Either interjecting in a convo I'm in, referencing her old insults while gaslighting the other readers like she's being polite, or attacking me directly. When not actively raging, trying to build some sort of credibility so she can use it against me. Stalker.

I guess it's flattering to have one. Considering her questions about whether she should detransition, insistence that trans women aren't women etc., it must mean I've done something right if I need so badly to be knocked down. I would like to think it's as simple as her picking the wrong hill to die on, but then I remember how she treated you. She's a monster, thankfully with no power. The idea she could become a nurse helping the helpless, rape survivors, etc. is super disturbing. My mom had a lot of cancers and had an abusive nurse more than once. Might run in the profession.

It's not like I care a bit. Of the dark triad, I'll take high narc or mach over psycho anyday. In fact Nexii's ideal other Offering is rather high on the narc scale. And my bunny girl Mel is high mach. But they are tempered by low psycho and high empathic traits. Without that, you're just left with a monster.

imperiouskitten · #33 02-04-2021, 07:11 PM

I think psychopathy is a good working diagnosis. It's nonspecific enough but fits the antisocial / sadistic pattern. But I don't think anyone other than a nutjob wacko would get super wrapped up in diagnostic terminology used in common conversation.

Cecily · #34 02-04-2021, 07:14 PM

I don't think people who I dislike (both of you) who I openly share that with to are in a position to objectively judge my personality and/or disorders.

imperiouskitten · #35 02-04-2021, 07:15 PM

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I don't think people who I dislike (both of you) who I openly share that with to are in a position to objectively judge my personality and/or disorders.

gettin weird

also i wonder what kind of psychopath can pick, abuse, and continue to dislike a victim who doesn't even retaliate and goes about her business politely with class. Pretty evil and arbitrary. You sure are creepy.

Cecily · #36 02-04-2021, 07:27 PM

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Originally Posted by imperiouskitten [You must be logged in to view images. Log in or Register.]

gettin weird

also i wonder what kind of psychopath can pick, abuse, and continue to dislike a victim who doesn't even retaliate and goes about her business politely with class. Pretty evil and arbitrary. You sure are creepy.

I wonder if you keep calling me that if it will stick. Anyways. Those PMs you sent me losing your mind because I called Asteria gorgeous, and threatening me with "getting creative" aka lying to cause harm to others weren't creepy at all. I feel like a large amount of the impotent rage you direct my way is, in fact, projection. And that's kinda sad, so ok. Good luck.

imperiouskitten · #37 02-04-2021, 07:32 PM

Lol yeah that's what I pm'd you about .....

I think "psycho" stuck while you were still playing EQ btw

nice talk, see you at the next stalk

imperiouskitten · #38 02-04-2021, 07:43 PM

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Sorry I missed this. I haven't taken stimulants for about 1.5 years now. "Real woman" was a joke, and an obvious one which you chose to take offense to.. I think you're not very good looking at all, which is weird since you won't shut up about how good looking you are and I'm attracted to women. Please don't think I'm jealous.

How could it be an obvious joke when it's a line of attack you use all the time?

I'm not sure who you're trying to save face for, but it's done Cecily. You tanked it. Too bad your mental illness can't be fixed by sobriety. My looks are validated all over the place, you can't sell me to the contrary like when i was 10 months in. I'm sorry you can't share in the joy of becoming beautiful with me, and it has to feel adversarial by default. Your situation is clear. RIP to your dreams

Cecily · #39 02-04-2021, 07:46 PM

Yeah I'm lucky in the fact I'm not a drug abusing dreg.

You see, some people can tell that a substance they use is causing more harm than good and, get this, stop doing it.

imperiouskitten · #40 02-04-2021, 07:53 PM

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Yeah I'm lucky in the fact I'm not a drug abusing dreg.

You see, some people can tell that a substance they use is causing more harm than good and, get this, stop doing it.

What's this? Taking opioids for my crippling nerve pain was relevant to this somehow? I've quit drugs that'd drag you to hell, fat.

Don't you have like a best friend who died of opioid OD anyway? What are you talking about?

Not very smart on top of it all.