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Originally Posted by Secrets
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I actually get EHS, and I'm not sure why either.
No seizures though. Weird.
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Idk if "seizure" is even the right word. Doctor claims they are "absence seizures", but it's more like compulsive behavior where I flip a switch in my brain and it spikes my heart rate and i feel an intense aggressive rush like i just injected cocaine, and all my muscles tense up. It doesn't start in front of other people, ever (although I do get walked in on) so I must be initiating it myself, but whether I want to or not doesn't factor in and I can't just do it on command any time.
Feels like my chest is gonna explode, migraine, & I hyperventilate afterward, and if it gets out of hand for a few days I start acting wacky in my sleep slamming my jaw shut over and over til my teeth are about to fall out. Not grinding teeth but CHOMP, CHOMP jaw slamming shut while in REM. Shit is fucked up.
Parents wouldn't let me play Doom unsupervised cause they thought I was psychotic based on this bullshit. I would worry too if I wasn't a humanist and supreme gentleman IRL with no exceptions.