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Old 09-25-2014, 10:12 PM
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lol, i trolled sirkens utube video, he way more chill
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Old 09-25-2014, 10:16 PM
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Did P99 forums inspire your transition?
No. But interacting with other trans people here was a small part of it. Most of my inspiration came from introspection and the real world (TM).

I have a close friend who transitioned and I was well connected to the LGBT community in salt lake city, and I've always had this in my heart.

I had a lot of negative upbringing and past bullshit to deal with.

Imagine someone abused and at the point of breaking for 30 years finally having downtime. You've all seen nothing of what i've been through on these forums. I just decided to thank a few people here one day for being examples for the community.

And here it has backfired and now they despise me. Oh well. I don't care. I still made the right choice and p99 is not the only community I have.

I just enrolled in a cosmetology school. I've met some nice people there. I've met some wonderful people in the VA. I've a support group that seems to appreciate me. There's people in my city who recognize me as a women and stop me in the supermarket to talk.
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Old 09-25-2014, 10:19 PM
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Prior to my comming out and such, I use to EQ a lot as self medication and I could hide behind girl pixels. But I could never fully integrate into the community/game as a male either. I had become distraught a bit over this. Knowing I didn't have a passable voice for teamspeak and that I kind of was so casual about my play, that coming here for emotional/psychological reasons was bad. That was also a factor. Long since, it's been at least 9 months since i've logged in. I don't have to be a girl in norrath thank the gods. I can be a girl IRL.
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Old 09-25-2014, 10:22 PM
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Also, one final thing, I had tried once again to finally gain and maintain employment as my masculine identity. Which failed miserable. Due to my issues with my identity. And my unwillingness to live as a man. I also dealt with that since. None of that had anything to do with these forums, it was probably a small footnote about me finding employment, then i doubt anyone even realized I had walked of the some months later near mental breakdown.

But I didn't feel the need to share any of that with you folks.

Enjoy the conspiracies, preaching for freedom, spiritual, philosophical, and the rare, but interesting scientific nuggest i've shared with you all. Or not. Whatever. If I come here to post outside of finishing this argument. It will probably be to troll. Might even do it anonymously. It seems i'm not welcome at all. But I'm getting over that. While it was good while I was enraptured by my title as most annoying dipshit of all time. I think it is time to move on.

It's sad, and I pity the children here, who cant filter the fun from the drama from the enlightenment and are still clueless fucks.
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Old 09-25-2014, 10:29 PM
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I don't know. I basically cant post anything right or wrong without 10 mad people posting threads or replying to me with flames. So I guess I'm the champion of forumquest. But at a high price [You must be logged in to view images. Log in or Register.]

I guess I should quit.
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Old 09-25-2014, 10:36 PM
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Oh god, and mods, IDC you can ban Azure. I mean if it genuinely make these sad fucks happy. It may be the only small spark of joy they have in their pitiful lives.

Don't feel bad about giving them that. If it is your will. [You must be logged in to view images. Log in or Register.]
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Old 09-25-2014, 10:47 PM
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C-C-C-Combo Breaker
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Old 09-25-2014, 10:50 PM
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DELETE URSELF
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Old 09-25-2014, 10:54 PM
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Is it weird and unusual that I only have one forum account?
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Old 09-25-2014, 10:57 PM
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Is it weird and unusual that I only have one forum account?
No. It's not. But people like me are quite insane, thats been established. How that insanity is good or bad is fairly subjective. Don't sweat it though.
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