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Old 09-07-2013, 12:46 AM
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Here in Michigan a speedball is a Redbull and a Benadryl
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Old 09-07-2013, 01:14 AM
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Its nice to feel like someone cares even if its someone you dont know at all over the internet, u making me smile and sad at same time gotrocks. Dont worry about me tho ill never od i dont push it to the limit my first shot like that.

I re relapsed today after pissing clean. It felt so nice to pass a drug test. First time ever. I did a 40bag today at like 3pm but i split it up in two incase something went wrong. So the speeders i just did werent my first shots of the day. Fuckin crack tho man it hurts when you slam it cuz the vinegar. Ill probaly get high again tomorrow and stay clean come sunday because i get tested again friday afternoon. I just cant delete my dealers numbers its too hard man, i guess i dont wanna get clean if i cant even do that. I did break my physical habit though i had that 7 days clean and then 5 days again until today.

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Old 09-07-2013, 01:14 AM
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Old 09-07-2013, 01:15 AM
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Old 09-07-2013, 01:15 AM
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A full 8ball in one sitting is ridiculous on xanax. It musta been like a half mg or 1mg xanny cuz thats fucking pushing it jesus
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Old 09-07-2013, 01:25 AM
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Physical dependency is going to come back quick, sus, be careful. Take it from someone's who's been there. I'm sure you've heard all this before, but just to recap, when you become dependent on something and then break the physical withdrawals, the minute your brain gets that chemical again it goes 'OH SHIT' and starts flooding your brain with the extra neuro receptors that caused the dependency in the place.

basically, even though you've broken the physical dependency in the last week or so, you're going to withdrawal just as hard on sunday as if you hadn't. Or close to it.

Pulling for you dude, you're on a bad road, get off it. Only you can do it though. Take that first step. wipe your phone and get a new number.

How old are you? can pm if you don't want to tell everyone.
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Old 09-07-2013, 01:28 AM
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Im perscribed suboxone now so i dont get physical withdrawals from dope anymore. I will from the subs though, in time, whenever i decide to ween off and get off those
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Old 09-07-2013, 01:29 AM
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Im 23.
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Old 09-07-2013, 01:51 AM
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Im 23.
now but will you live to see 24?

the way things are goin i don't know
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Old 09-07-2013, 01:54 AM
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Tell me whyyyyy are weeeeee

Sooo blind to seee
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