The most attractive, flawless poster there ever was.

[Gwaihir]

Originally Posted by magnetaress [You must be logged in to view images. Log in or Register.]

You don't need to, don't need my permission. I want to say I feel you. I don't know.


Wb. Yeah.


I wish.



Not to dismiss the rest of your journey. I just don't know what to say there. I'm again sorry for being critical. OP wasn't about you. I think I was indirectly shooting my laser beams over there though. I'm guilty, I am sorry. You don't need no heat. No lessons. No grills. Not blaming you for crap. Or tryna make fun. I'm a little frustrated.

I agree though. There's truth in what you said.

A lot of times I genuinely believe I should shut up forever. Disappear, go away. That all I got is a massive toothy pain aura. That's exactly what I was channeling.

You pointed out my toothy aura. That's as likely a candidate as ever.



You know what? You may be right. I want to be beautiful again. I'm grieving hard. Right now. Pain is tearing out my soul and I'm really afraid.

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Present. Perception. I'm feeling esoteric. Disconnected. Like watching the universe stretch, expand, and fall away into a speedily approaching black hole. I'm not as grounded and centered as I would like. It's a challenge to ground into my own body and feeling though. Maybe it's pain. My intent isn't to complain. It's observation. Radiation.

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Fresh outa poetry and prose. Sometimes I just gotta post.

It's enough to take up smoking again

[Babizul]

Originally Posted by magnetaress [You must be logged in to view images. Log in or Register.]

I achieved perfection solely on my own. Bikini body. Strength and flexibility to glide over broken glass effortlessly, with the grace of an el. An ang-el. Or a devil. El.

Collapsed.

I am dying now. Nothing motivates me. No one could. All external forces irrelevant. Pain pours from me and courses into the world.

My skull fierce, cold, and empty.

This isn't a cry for help. I believe everyone has already lost me and my beauty. You lost me in your vanity. Your greed. Your narcissism. Your desperation. Your hatred. Your foolish thirst for righteousness and power. Dominance. Control.

Your turn.

Consider employment.

[magnetaress]

Originally Posted by Gwaihir [You must be logged in to view images. Log in or Register.]

It's enough to take up smoking again

Idk. If that's your thing.

Originally Posted by Babizul [You must be logged in to view images. Log in or Register.]

Consider employment.

Yes. Breakn rock's for exercise is always fun. Volunteering works too. I miss it.

Originally Posted by imperiouskitten [You must be logged in to view images. Log in or Register.]

btw do you think i made a big mistake? im really not sure sometimes..

That's a personal question you have to answer on your own.

Do you really believe all that? Or is it a frenzied manic fantasy? If someone is abusing u via txt u got to block that #. People here may not understand your rant and lash out atchu.

I don't feel like I do this to you, and you deserve way better treatment, regardless of who it comes from. I don't, didn't make a dragnet, to catchyu up in. You're free of me baby. No need to reply here. I didn't post hoping for your attention. Although, I do appreciate and value your feelings. You got points, even when it's not all about me, or us. Or you. Teeth are a vital part of a healthy organism. Grin. Sardonic. Ly.

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Maybe sharing feelings, poetry, and prose on Off Topic of a now 22 yr old elf simulator message board ain't quite right bright. But. Fuck. It. You can't take everything so literally and seriously. Stop punishing yourself for loving a game and the others who do too.

On another note. If I had rerolled, and anon posted the OP. Would my gender, sex, sexuality really matter? I don't care to live in the other closets though.

Just be yourselves. I appreciate you all.

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Binge eating is a serious issue. I'm sorry if anyone here struggles with that. It's very hard to cope without addressing the causes. Or medicine. I know I made fun of people for their weight in the past. For that I'm very sorry. I projected internalized anger at you all. I've done that regarding obesity, drugs, smoking, and poverty. It was all wrong.

I found a whip to lash, used it on myself for GAINS, then turned around and beat you all with it from the top of my tiny new found pyramid. I don't think thats what God wanted for me.

[Gwaihir]

Originally Posted by magnetaress [You must be logged in to view images. Log in or Register.]

Idk. If that's your thing.

Yes. Breakn rock's for exercise is always fun. Volunteering works too. I miss it.

That's a personal question you have to answer on your own.

Do you really believe all that? Or is it a frenzied manic fantasy? If someone is abusing u via txt u got to block that #. People here may not understand your rant and lash out atchu.

I don't feel like I do this to you, and you deserve way better treatment, regardless of who it comes from. I don't, didn't make a dragnet, to catchyu up in. You're free of me baby. No need to reply here. I didn't post hoping for your attention. Although, I do appreciate and value your feelings. You got points, even when it's not all about me, or us. Or you. Teeth are a vital part of a healthy organism. Grin. Sardonic. Ly.

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Maybe sharing feelings, poetry, and prose on Off Topic of a now 22 yr old elf simulator message board ain't quite right bright. But. Fuck. It. You can't take everything so literally and seriously. Stop punishing yourself for loving a game and the others who do too.

On another note. If I had rerolled, and anon posted the OP. Would my gender, sex, sexuality really matter? I don't care to live in the other closets though.

Just be yourselves. I appreciate you all.

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Binge eating is a serious issue. I'm sorry if anyone here struggles with that. It's very hard to cope without addressing the causes. Or medicine. I know I made fun of people for their weight in the past. For that I'm very sorry. I projected internalized anger at you all. I've done that regarding obesity, drugs, smoking, and poverty. It was all wrong.

I found a whip to lash, used it on myself for GAINS, then turned around and beat you all with it from the top of my tiny new found pyramid. I don't think thats what God wanted for me.

2 thessalonians chapter 3 has something to say about working (using physically working as an allegory for spiritual work).

While we were with you, we used to say to you, “Whoever refuses to work is not allowed to eat.”
2 Thessalonians 3:10 GNBDK

https://bible.com/bible/431/2th.3.10.GNBDK


As detailed in Rev 2:7
Whoever has ears, let them hear what the Spirit says to the churches. To the one who is victorious, I will give the right to eat from the tree of life, which is in the paradise of God.

[magnetaress]

Originally Posted by Gwaihir [You must be logged in to view images. Log in or Register.]

2 thessalonians chapter 3 has something to say about working (using physically working as an allegory for spiritual work).

While we were with you, we used to say to you, “Whoever refuses to work is not allowed to eat.”
2 Thessalonians 3:10 GNBDK

https://bible.com/bible/431/2th.3.10.GNBDK


As detailed in Rev 2:7
Whoever has ears, let them hear what the Spirit says to the churches. To the one who is victorious, I will give the right to eat from the tree of life, which is in the paradise of God.

I rather appreciated reading the entire chapter.

2 Thessalonians 3
GNBDK
2 THESSALONIANS 3
Pray for Us
1Finally, our brothers and sisters, pray for us, that the Lord's message may continue to spread rapidly and be received with honour, just as it was among you. 2Pray also that God will rescue us from wicked and evil people; for not everyone believes the message.
3But the Lord is faithful, and he will strengthen you and keep you safe from the Evil One. 4And the Lord gives us confidence in you, and we are sure that you are doing and will continue to do what we tell you.
5May the Lord lead you into a greater understanding of God's love and the endurance that is given by Christ.
The Obligation to Work
6Our brothers and sisters, we command you in the name of our Lord Jesus Christ to keep away from all believers who are living a lazy life and who do not follow the instructions that we gave them. 7You yourselves know very well that you should do just what we did. We were not lazy when we were with you. 8We did not accept anyone's support without paying for it. Instead, we worked and toiled; we kept working day and night so as not to be an expense to any of you. 9We did this, not because we have no right to demand our support; we did it to be an example for you to follow. 10While we were with you, we used to say to you, “Whoever refuses to work is not allowed to eat.”
11We say this because we hear that there are some people among you who live lazy lives and who do nothing except meddle in other people's business. 12In the name of the Lord Jesus Christ we command these people and warn them to lead orderly lives and work to earn their own living.
13But you, brothers and sisters, must not get tired of doing good. 14It may be that someone there will not obey the message we send you in this letter. If so, take note of that person and have nothing to do with him or her, so that they will be ashamed. 15But do not treat them as an enemy; instead, warn them as a fellow-believer.
Final Words
16May the Lord himself, who is our source of peace, give you peace at all times and in every way. The Lord be with you all.
17With my own hand I write this: Greetings from Paul. This is the way I sign every letter; this is how I write.
18May the grace of our Lord Jesus Christ be with you all.

It's so true.

The word that springs immediately to mind is, conscientious.

[Gwaihir]

Notice verse 3's use of the word Strengthen.

Strength is the self-conscious Syzgy of shame, the ego subconscious cause of pride

[magnetaress]

Originally Posted by Gwaihir [You must be logged in to view images. Log in or Register.]

Notice verse 3's use of the word Strengthen.

Strength is the self-conscious Syzgy of shame, the ego subconscious cause of pride

Thank you.

[Gwaihir]

Endurance is also part of one of the axioms too, but it's been a hot minute since I broke em all down last March. The gut says it's the subconscious result of ascetisim the counter the Syzgy of gluttony.

It's crazy how scripture unfolds when you have the axioms mapped

[Gwaihir]

Originally Posted by GMT6 [You must be logged in to view images. Log in or Register.]

Take up gardening asap

I said, ‘Plough new ground for yourselves, plant righteousness, and reap the blessings that your devotion to me will produce. It is time for you to turn to me, your LORD , and I will come and pour out blessings upon you.’
Hosea 10:12 GNBDK

https://bible.com/bible/431/hos.10.12.GNBDK

[imperiouskitten]

Originally Posted by Gwaihir [You must be logged in to view images. Log in or Register.]

I said, ‘Plough new ground for yourselves, plant righteousness, and reap the blessings that your devotion to me will produce. It is time for you to turn to me, your LORD , and I will come and pour out blessings upon you.’
Hosea 10:12 GNBDK

https://bible.com/bible/431/hos.10.12.GNBDK

There's a whole entire sea of hoes in scripture??