Olympia, WA - Page 3

hyejin · #1 01-19-2018, 06:44 PM

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Originally Posted by AzzarTheGod [You must be logged in to view images. Log in or Register.]

i was too small and pubescent so i got bullied in grade 9.

Grade 10 things started to turn around as my endocrine system helped me out.

it really depends on your class...like the classes below mine are 100% twinks so nobody was bullied. my class had grisly motherfuckers in it, real fucking head breakers. as did the classes above mine. Real late 90's steez not legit milennial steez yet. milenial steez becoming widespread started in 2010 id say maybe a lil later.

i guess they call it a bully complex but after I started bullying people I was never bullied ever again and the bullies become your allies. its like a club. were the last of a dying breed.

*daps whale's membership card*

oh i was a clumsy twink & underweight, it was more like verbal & psychological harassment. and organizing ostracism. I handled plenty kids bigger than me (White school, not a lot of violence. It sounds like you are from a much rawer background, maybe DC public schooling? different game out there).

one of them did physically dom me once & applied me a little bit of black eye after a long time taking bullying and it set me straight as far as he was concerned [You must be logged in to view images. Log in or Register.] but no1 else ever cleared the psychological hurdles. Not sure we're of the same club although I'd be flattered if we were!

AzzarTheGod · #2 01-19-2018, 06:52 PM

ya i come from the godless northeast. no bible thumping or any overtones of 1960's enlightenment here. that stuff one or the other played a big part in parenting. you either carried over some woke or you didn't. parents that were struggling took it out on their kids, regular beatings etc. I remember in 6th-7th grade this kid exposing me to stories of how he was fighting his father etc. (he was held back multiple times, so he was like age 14 and really mature from DNA activation from stress response, voice change physical body, shaving etc in 6th grade) I couldn't imagine anything like that. Just the story of his predicament was traumatic and the physical changes of his body made him a complete fucking freak to me. His body was literally prematurely aging as a response to his predicament. He was misshapen.

then in high school I started realizing its not just 1 kid, its like every other kid. constant fights over god knows what. each day someone would have a story about how they "threw down" on the old man and broke the drywall out in a skirmish. they also all referred to their fathers by first name so it was confusing to figure out what they were talking about at first. I was a quick study tho and seen how to "win the game" by becoming king of the assholes. I fought many other football players over the smallest of things. basically became a gangster and intensely enforced respect. I even beat up my childhood best friend because he wasn't respecting my right to laugh at his -2/10 girlfriend with my posse to his face. then I tried to peace it up with him, not to befriend him, but to bring closure to it. he rejected it and said "not really" so I beat ass again for senior year and the entire school noticed how I was really decking this kid in the hallway on a bi-weekly basis. was p good keks.

hyejin · #3 01-19-2018, 06:53 PM

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Originally Posted by AzzarTheGod [You must be logged in to view images. Log in or Register.]

ya i come from the godless northeast. no bible thumping or any overtones of 1960's enlightenment here. that stuff one or the other played a big part in parenting. you either carried over some woke or you didn't. parents that were struggling took it out on their kids, regular beatings etc. I remember in 6th-7th grade this kid exposing me to stories of how he was fighting his father etc. (he was held back multiple times, so he was like age 14 and really mature from DNA activation from stress response, voice change physical body, shaving etc in 6th grade) I couldn't imagine anything like that. Just the story of his predicament was traumatic and the physical changes of his body made him a complete fucking freak to me. His body was literally prematurely aging as a response to his predicament. He was misshapen.

then in high school I started realizing its not just 1 kid, its like every other kid. constant fights over god knows what. each day someone would have a story about how they "threw down" on the old man and broke the drywall out in a skirmish. they also all referred to their fathers by first name so it was confusing to figure out what they were talking about at first. I was a quick study tho.

huh i never thought about how violent stressors might detwink young bodies before. that's scary. i rolled very lucky in life, george clinton family friend so yeah there was lucky hippie wokening embedded.

Xaanka · #4 01-19-2018, 06:58 PM

someone needs to be bullying the goobers at evergreen state. i think the exact opposite extreme is what went wrong in most of their lives. god bless azzar