Hey guys, Long, LONG time EQ lover here

[Tiewon Shu]

Originally Posted by Kesselring [You must be logged in to view images. Log in or Register.]

...I was there by her side for 6 months until she passed and then had to take care of all the legal proceedings and she put me in successor to her will and didn't went a lawyer in the middle of it (I am a fair guy and my family knows so). It was such an emtional time during the funeral, and we had lost our dog not even 7 months before she had passsed, and it was truly her best companion and loved by all the family.

Originally Posted by Kesselring [You must be logged in to view images. Log in or Register.]

...My mother is alive. I was drunk & distressed last night and I had just got in from the west coast and jet lag was killer. I wrote that and didn't realize I worded something wrong.

I meant: She was dying, and was probably going to die. I was her successor and executor of the will and I would be the one having to do the whole funeral and all the legal matters, I had to even meet with a lawyer a few times. When things took a turn for the better for her this was not the case anymore even though her health is still very bad.

Duuude... just... duuude. I sure hope karma does not kill you one day.

Originally Posted by Kesselring [You must be logged in to view images. Log in or Register.]

I'm not lying about anything this is as real as it gets. I do get my words jumbled a lot especially when im inebriated, and I sometimes exagerrate. Nowhere did I ask for items or platinum. I asked for moral support & sympathy and asked if any clans/guilds would take me. Apparently that makes me a troll, so this is my final statement. I'm staying in the server. What I said was not a lie at all and honestly couldn't believe the reaction I got from the community like they were scrutinizing everything they could. And I'm not a troll, I don't care to troll, and trolling would do nothing for me.

So let's just say for the sake of argument, you aren't lying. Why not just say, "Hey P99 Community, I'm having a real bad year personally and could sure use some friends to talk to right now?" Why the sob story if not to solicit charity? Secondly, if your Mom has a terminal illness, what the heck are you doing playing a game? Even if my mom was in remission, I would be spending time with her. Your mom should read this forum and reconsider who to make her new executor.

Originally Posted by Kesselring [You must be logged in to view images. Log in or Register.]

The fact people go to batter someone so much over the fact they want some solace that they just went through 8 months of hell almost watching their mother die (yes 8 months not 6 like in my original drunk post, apparently I cant recall memory when im drunk either lol) astonishes me.

You aren't alone. Most people cannot recall something that never happened either.

Originally Posted by Kesselring [You must be logged in to view images. Log in or Register.]

How quick you were all to judge & assume and yet you're all still wrong because none of you know anything except for me and what had actually happened in my life. And that's just the facts of it and opinions don't matter so sorry guys [You must be logged in to view images. Log in or Register.].

You are quick to judge and call people "wrong," without any supporting evidence of your story. Without evidence, your story is just that, an unfactual story. Why should we take your word as credible when you lied already, albeit lied while drunk. Then you have the brazen audacity to twist the situation and give everyone a guilt trip based on your unproven accounts? Seriously, I personally seen children create more convincing fabrications.

Originally Posted by Kesselring [You must be logged in to view images. Log in or Register.]

Thanks for the opinions though, but after all, they're just opinions, and the negative opinions... well after all they are just YOUR opinions (you negative people) lol.

Hypocritical no? Giving a negative opinion about the community that doesn't believe your story?

Originally Posted by Kesselring [You must be logged in to view images. Log in or Register.]

I'm stronger than you think and if you think after going through 8 months of hell and then being battered by what I once called family is going to break me (I dont know why you are even trying to break me at all in the first place), well guess what... it's not.

If we don't break you, your mom probably will if she ever read about the death story you created about her. Seriously, get professional help.

[milsorgen]

Don't listen to the dark faction OP me and the rest of the bangin' p99ers are here for you.

Godspeed Op.

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[Lictor]

This clown admit he is ryantwin20 yet?

[Lojik]

Uncle Albert you're 129 years old, how the hell is your mom still alive?

[Kesselring]

I was a bit emotional when I originally wrote the post. Once again I never asked for items I just wanted someone to talk to, a community. I wanted a guild. I needed to be around people.

My mother had a stroke which she almost died, and during that they ran cat-scans and found a malignant tumor in her chest. She was treated in hospital for 5 months, let go and she has to get checked up twice a week. I stayed with her for 3 months at her house setting everything up and helping her with whatever.

I admit I was very emotional and I don't know why I said she died but I was by her bed and I had the funeral (that it was coming and it was inevitable on my mind A LOT). I must've alrady thought in my mind she was gone and I had already lost her... and honestly part of that is true. I still pray for her everyday that she may not suffer, that she gets through it (it's not going into remission but she is getting better), and that she lives a peaceful day, day by day.

I can't believe this all went from "hey guys I've come back to the server & community, I had a bit of bad news but I was looking to see if anybody would offer support as in talk to me or accept me into their click. Instead people automatically assumed I wanted items and money and everything in the sky.

Some nice guuy which his name will remain anonymous came up to me and said "hey man, I'm a lawyer and honestly I've heard a lot of bullshit in my time but I'm almost 100% you are telling the truth". He tried to give me an item, I declined, he did give me some money for travel for later. He took me back to cab so I could check my bank to see if I had anything in there and I even did a transfer for him from one char to another and he blindly trusted me.... because guess what... I was telling the truth.

Sorry but it really sucks to be the people who doubted me, not only did you insult someone who has breast cancer, but you insulted a fellow EQ member who is just a regular EQ player, not a scammer or a thief or train maker. Hell way back during live I used to do ports for free. So I don't see why you guys all want to gang up against me and think that your opinion that I am fishy must be true because its YOUR opinion. LMAO. Your opinion is just that... an opinion.

Thanks to all who helped and to all those who ddin't thanks for making me realize what some of the people on this server are like.

[Zulzephur - Tarew Marr]

Take your copy/pasted story elsewhere.


No one insulted anyone, your made up Mother with breast cancer; you are the only insult here.

Don't ask for sympathy still even after lying. Look at the posts; you didn't "miss word" anything. You got caught in your own lie.

Also, this is why we doubt you, and people like you.


Like Tiewon Shu said; you may need to seek help. As a psychiatric nurse, I can sympathize with that... but you're not crazy. Just a liar lookin' for a hand-out.

[jsre2]

I can't believe this all went from "hey guys I've come back to the server & community, I had a bit of bad news but I was looking to see if anybody would offer support as in talk to me or accept me into their click. Instead people automatically assumed I wanted items and money and everything in the sky.

He did say words to the effect of the above in ooc ("I don't want items/money").

However about an hour later, he returned with news from a GM that his corpse couldn't be recovered, "so can people please donate some items". Is this a violation of server policy i.e. using deception to gain items or money? I certainly thought he might have been banned when he LD'd shortly afterwards! But no, he returned an hour later with news that an "unrecoverable corpse" had blossomed into a 3 day delay for a GM assistance with a recoverable corpse, "so can people please donate items to help me out".

He also used /ooc to defend his right to beg, as "there are level 60's with tons of spare gear to hand out to people" ...who have difficult relationships with the truth. Or was it family problems, I can't remember.