Apologies to staff and playerbase for negativity

[Tradesonred]

Originally Posted by HippoNipple [You must be logged in to view images. Log in or Register.]

You should be. No one really cares what you say. This is just a walk of shame for you to get something you want back. A transaction. Your dignity for your account back, don't screw up the deal.

Thing is, i dont want it that badly, its going to be a fair apology, or nothing at all.

Anyhow i shouldnt even be responding to trolls like hippo and gino, part of the reason why i reacted the way i did is because forums is (or was, when people are happy forum gets better) so toxic that it becomes habitual and if youre not careful it taints you, too.

[Fame]

lol

[Azure]

I love you still tradesonred. I was really sad to see you going down in flames so hard. I did my best in my own way to try and put the fire out quickly. I truly hope your sincere apology gets your account reinstated.

[Bazia]

Ecoli is just another person who is really cool in-game but the forum brings out a really douchey/whiny side to him

[Tradesonred]

I was pissed off, it was a "suicide by cop" and they were right to ban me, ill say that much.

Going down in flames so hard a good analogy lol

I told em to go fuck themselves and they dont deserve that in the least for putting up all that work for a free emu of the game we love.

[Azure]

Originally Posted by Tradesonred [You must be logged in to view images. Log in or Register.]

I was pissed off, it was a "suicide by cop" and they were right to ban me, ill say that much.

Going down in flames so hard a good analogy lol

I told em to go fuck themselves and they dont deserve that in the least for putting up all that work for a free emu of the game we love.

To be fair the entire building was burning, you were not the only one hehe.

[Casey VII]

Nihi scum

[JPMorgan]

Originally Posted by Tradesonred [You must be logged in to view images. Log in or Register.]

So ive been asked to make an apology to re-instate my account and i think its a fair request because i did take it too far.

Im known for my frankness and ill do it without "kissing ass" to get my account back.
Although there is a track record of staff leaving server to its own devices to deteriorate, i made a bad call by assuming it would be the same this time.
What im apologising for, is the negativity i brought. The server is run on free time and although i would like this server to grow, letting the ad hominems fly at the staff isnt helping toward that goal.

The staff did come through in the end with the promised changes.

I think i bring something with the criticism i lay down, but its the way i say it. For the good of the community ill try to stay positive and not let exasperation get the best of me.
People who know me in-game know im laid back and like to help and have fun, and im not living up to that on the forums.
There is some criticism to be made at decisions taken by the staff though, im not retracting that. But i think theyve been fair in allowing this to be present on the forums, as my ban only came when i straight up let the ad hominems fly.

My dad also died 2 years ago and i get mood swings heh, ill just skip the forums when i feel like kicking kittens.

So im not sure if that unlocks my account but its what i feel is a sincere apology for going somewhere that doesnt help the community grow.
I hate to be that tomato kinda guy and ill do my best not to be that guy

lol

godspeed

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[Fame]

Isnt trades nirgon?

[Azure]

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Isnt trades nirgon?

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