I just got out of my first detox today

[susvain0362]

Originally Posted by Bodeanicus [You must be logged in to view images. Log in or Register.]

This. Find some sober people, and knuckle down. Find someone to manage your money, someone who will dole out an allowance $20 at a time only, and will tell you to fuck off when you come up with some bullshit excuse for more to score. Change your phone number, etc., etc. You know what you have to do. Now get on with it.

I have no money. I cashed out my 401k and over drafted at Bank of America and citizens bank. Problem is I have a bridge suboxone script and on Friday I have an appointment and ill be getting on it full time. I can get them off for ten and fifteen street value and ima have like 30 at a time.

[Reapin]

Originally Posted by susvain0362 [You must be logged in to view images. Log in or Register.]

Today marks day six of bein clean from heroin! That's a big deal for me it's the longest I've had in two and a half years. Dope has ruined my life in every aspect progressively. It's killed my school grades that Umass has me suspended for a year for shitty grades when I have twelve classes left for my bachelors. My parents and family are beyond disappointed and upset and I've lost many friends I've had since elementary school. I've been arrested twice and lost two jobs because I'm a worthless junkie. Everyday I would wake up sick and look and my phone for my friends hitting me up figuring out what we can steal or how we're gonna come up.

I'm trying to get clean now because if I'm not ill be homeless or in jail. No doubt about it. If you ever grouped with me and wondered why I suddenly was running into a wall and not responsive now you know. Dope has even ruined EQ because once you mix it with dope it's hard to play it sober.

Much love to my friends who've put up with me and tried to help in the past nomie and bonethugg and others

You are blaming Heroin for the damage your EQ has done to your life. Be honest dude, you might be able to save Tiggles and Jeremys lives.

[Barkingturtle]

If you need someone to talk to mtb tripper smoked crack the other night so he knows what you're going through.

[susvain0362]

I inject crack. You need to dissolve it with vinegar juice. Shits killed my veins over the past year.

A lot of your replies are giving me big smiles thank you for genuine responses

[Era'viss]

Originally Posted by susvain0362 [You must be logged in to view images. Log in or Register.]

I inject crack. You need to dissolve it with vinegar juice. Shits killed my veins over the past year.

A lot of your replies are giving me big smiles thank you for genuine responses

Ever get all gourmet and use some high dollar vinegar? Shoot up some balsamic or red wine vinegar?

[Greegon]

Originally Posted by susvain0362 [You must be logged in to view images. Log in or Register.]

I inject crack. You need to dissolve it with vinegar juice. Shits killed my veins over the past year.

A lot of your replies are giving me big smiles thank you for genuine responses

Good lord I've heard of injecting the salts but not the rocks. Good luck though bro, you can do it. I quit snortin coke cold turkey and luckily I didn't fuck my life up too bad cuz it was when I was 16-18 and still in highschool... You can do it, when you're ready to quit and absolutely want it it can happen-it's difficult but not impossible (i imagine the rock is harder to quit though, never done it)

Just think of all the scumbag shit you did to get more, and how after a while you don't really get that high anyways. No one truly wants to live that embarrassing shit life

[Wrench]

Originally Posted by Barkingturtle [You must be logged in to view images. Log in or Register.]

If you need someone to talk to mtb tripper smoked crack the other night so he knows what you're going through.

no, fahndango needs to stay away from the hardcore crackheads like mtb tripper, theyll only bring him back down

[susvain0362]

Yea the bottle was empty and thankfully my friends mom had red wine vinegar. My buddy blamed it for making his arm all sickly and giving him an abscess. We used it for a few days then my family had some white vinegar juice I took

[Era'viss]

Originally Posted by susvain0362 [You must be logged in to view images. Log in or Register.]

Yea the bottle was empty and thankfully my friends mom had red wine vinegar. My buddy blamed it for making his arm all sickly and giving him an abscess. We used it for a few days then my family had some white vinegar juice I took

Sounds like that stuff is better for cooking dinners.

Stay strong and sober!

[Estolcles]

Two things:
1) Seriously, Narcanon is Scientologist bullshit. Stick with AA since they take in addicts of all sorts.
2) You might actually want to quit EQ. At least a quarter of the server (my guess) are stoners. While weed wasn't your drug of choice, you'll still be around other users.

Stay strong, and one day you'll be able to look back on these years as mistakes you can learn from, instead of not being able to look back because you're dead.