Do you believe in fatalism or free will?

[Lune]

Originally Posted by SorenVC [You must be logged in to view images. Log in or Register.]

Elon Musk and Trump are controlled opposition. It's a setup. The world has been ruled by the same bloodlines for the past 6000 years.

"The lizard peepul walk among us."

https://mileswmathis.com/fear2.pdf
https://mileswmathis.com/hiller.pdf
https://mileswmathis.com/trump.pdf

For reference and more .pdf:
https://mileswmathis.com/updates.html
https://mileswmathis.com/bestfake.html

This is the quality schizo shit that gets me up in the morning

[Trexller]

Originally Posted by SorenVC [You must be logged in to view images. Log in or Register.]

Elon Musk and Trump are controlled opposition. It's a setup. The world has been ruled by the same bloodlines for the past 6000 years.

can we have an entire thread on this topic please

[SorenVC]

I feel SO LONELY!!!!

[SorenVC]

Also how can Olanzapine not be addictive when if you do not take it you can't sleep anymore. The 2nd time I went to the mental hospital was because I stopped taking Olanzapine for 10 days and I couldn't sleep in those 10 days then I went to the doc and cried hard and he sent me to that mental hospital.

They've tried giving me Quetiapine or something but I felt a headache for the entire day. So I take Olanzapine 10 mg now. It works but sometimes like today I stand up from bed at 11 am because it's harder to stay up with Olanzapine.

Some psychotherapists prescribe Olanzapine to patients with ONLY insomnia which is crazy. I was prescribed it when I was 16 because I refused to eat anything and was aggressive and talking rubbish. Now I only think rubbish. They said I had schizophrenia, asperger, psychosis but I already said that here. I also have OCD but I didn't tell anyone.

[NopeNopeNopeNope]

Originally Posted by SorenVC [You must be logged in to view images. Log in or Register.]

Also how can Olanzapine not be addictive when if you do not take it you can't sleep anymore. The 2nd time I went to the mental hospital was because I stopped taking Olanzapine for 10 days and I couldn't sleep in those 10 days then I went to the doc and cried hard and he sent me to that mental hospital.

They've tried giving me Quetiapine or something but I felt a headache for the entire day. So I take Olanzapine 10 mg now. It works but sometimes like today I stand up from bed at 11 am because it's harder to stay up with Olanzapine.

Some psychotherapists prescribe Olanzapine to patients with ONLY insomnia which is crazy. I was prescribed it when I was 16 because I refused to eat anything and was aggressive and talking rubbish. Now I only think rubbish. They said I had schizophrenia, asperger, psychosis but I already said that here. I also have OCD but I didn't tell anyone.

It’s just a slight difference in definition between physical dependence and addiction, I wouldn’t worry about it

If it were just for sleep, far more often I see people prescribed Trazedone. Or even hydroxizine at night

I also have insomnia, for me it’s genetic. It’s a pain in the ass. In a bad week I’ve gone 3 days in a row with zero sleep. For me it plays out in this weird mental state where I can still function during the day because my brain won’t shut off, but my body feels exhausted and I feel kinda slow and dumb. This current week has been fairly bad, I was getting 4 hours on a good night, 1-2 on a bad night. But last night I actually got like 5-6, enough to have an actual dream which I always love. You don’t appreciate dreams as much unless you never have them, I’ve felt

But yours is even worse than mine. 7+ days no sleep is nuts, for sure I would be hallucinating

[SorenVC]

Originally Posted by NopeNopeNopeNope [You must be logged in to view images. Log in or Register.]

It’s just a slight difference in definition between physical dependence and addiction, I wouldn’t worry about it

If it were just for sleep, far more often I see people prescribed Trazedone. Or even hydroxizine at night

I also have insomnia, for me it’s genetic. It’s a pain in the ass. In a bad week I’ve gone 3 days in a row with zero sleep. For me it plays out in this weird mental state where I can still function during the day because my brain won’t shut off, but my body feels exhausted and I feel kinda slow and dumb. This current week has been fairly bad, I was getting 4 hours on a good night, 1-2 on a bad night. But last night I actually got like 5-6, enough to have an actual dream which I always love. You don’t appreciate dreams as much unless you never have them, I’ve felt

But yours is even worse than mine. 7+ days no sleep is nuts, for sure I would be hallucinating

It's because I didn't take Olanzapine for 10 days I thought the dependency would wear off. I really didn't sleep for 10 days but I can tell you if you lay in bed with your eyes closed you will not really have poor feeling eyes. But the rest of your body feels strained and intense. And it made me cry a lot more.

At least now I know I'll have to take Olanzapine for life. I am trying to quit porn since 1st March but always at the 3rd or 4th say I keep falling back to masturbation. I want to quit masturbation because it makes me feel tired and drained and unhappy. The Christians on reddit say I have to repent and pray to stop this porn addiction but I don't see how that works.

The only prayer I like is the silent prayer from Jesse Lee Peterson. I don't really like praying - sitting down with folded hands and say something in your mind. I don't see how such a prayer does anything. The silent prayer at least makes you be still and feel stillness. I really want to quit porn and masturbation. Maybe when I get to work at the new job it'll be easier to not do it. Right now I'm jobless and have too much time.

[NopeNopeNopeNope]

Originally Posted by SorenVC [You must be logged in to view images. Log in or Register.]

The only prayer I like is the silent prayer from Jesse Lee Peterson. I don't really like praying - sitting down with folded hands and say something in your mind. I don't see how such a prayer does anything. The silent prayer at least makes you be still and feel stillness. I really want to quit porn and masturbation. Maybe when I get to work at the new job it'll be easier to not do it. Right now I'm jobless and have too much time.

The only prayers I do are silent as well. And I only pray for other people never myself. Or if it’s for myself it’s only ever a tiny brief bit of gratitude

Like if I have an awesome night jog experience or an awesome date or something, I’ll take a quick knee and give thanks. Or sometimes I’ll just give thanks for being given another day of life

Yea quitting porn will only help when it comes to dating, for a bunch of reasons I can get into if you want

[Duik]

Yay for nukes.

[Ekco]

i don't believe in anything

other than fuck polls that don't have a bush towers options

[Ekco]

We clearly dont have free will, if you started the big bang from same parameters everything would happen the same way.

That also allows time travel to work without destroying causality or splitting realities