I just got out of my first detox today

[MaksimMazor]

Might as well start dealing

[petecory]

Originally Posted by MaksimMazor [You must be logged in to view images. Log in or Register.]

Might as well start dealing

[Auchae]

Didn't read all of this but I was slamming coke and heroin for about 5 years before I got clean. Have been to rehab 4 times and multiple halfway houses. Luckily have only overdosed 3 times as far as I know.. From these last posts it sounds like you aren't quite ready to quit, and that's alright, man, but it doesn't get better. You think you were going hard before you got clean the first time.. just wait. You'll go harder and harder everytime you go back.

[gotrocks]

posting for support.

please delete your dealer's numbers, bro. Take the advice of those wiser than you in this matter. Get a new phone number as well. People should only be hitting you up for YOU, not your connects.

good luck. keep your head up, but out of the clouds.

[idontbuff]

Just go smoke some fuckin weed, goddamn. You want to get high, go get high on something that won't ruin your life. Or just don't do drugs at all if you can't handle drinking a beer or smoking a lil bud in substitution.

[susvain0362]

Originally Posted by idontbuff [You must be logged in to view images. Log in or Register.]

Just go smoke some fuckin weed, goddamn. You want to get high, go get high on something that won't ruin your life. Or just don't do drugs at all if you can't handle drinking a beer or smoking a lil bud in substitution.

I use to smoke weed everday for a couple years, then it became percs and wed, then dope. Not saying weed led me here. Just sayingmimgot bored of weed, amd weed isnt kmportant and no money to spare for it when i got a dope habit. When imwas doing dope smoking weed would makemme go nuts. Id get crazy paranoid andfeel guilty and id throw away my heron. I only did it a few times because i knew it was gonna happen. Id smoke and then feel incredibly guilty, like omg wtf am i i doing with my life, how can i do this to my body, i am ruining my life. I flushed dope two different times. So i couldmt smoke anymore.

[susvain0362]

Originally Posted by gotrocks [You must be logged in to view images. Log in or Register.]

posting for support.

please delete your dealer's numbers, bro. Take the advice of those wiser than you in this matter. Get a new phone number as well. People should only be hitting you up for YOU, not your connects.

good luck. keep your head up, but out of the clouds.

I cant bring myself to delete the dealers. If i did i know my one friend who struggles like i do, i kmow he wouldmt give the numbers back to me because he wants me to get better, even if hes gettin high. I cant bring myself to the thought of losing them forever. Like what if im clean for awhile and just wanna use once? Or once or twice a month? I know it dont work like that but ill pretend like it can. Only one way to do dope and thats doing that everyday.

[Turtles]

Good luck.

[gotrocks]

let me do it for you.

[susvain0362]

Do it