Aliunz

[shovelquest]

Originally Posted by magnetaress [You must be logged in to view images. Log in or Register.]

That's an illusiory sense of control. She obviously didn't choose to die. She had panic in her face / movements.

Have you seriously never had a panic attack before? Wow.

See, everyone is blessed one way or another!

[magnetaress]

Originally Posted by shovelquest [You must be logged in to view images. Log in or Register.]

Have you seriously never had a panic attack before? Wow.

See, everyone is blessed one way or another!

I have panic attacks. Sometimes u can't even see them. Butt she was clearly panicking.

[shovelquest]

I don't think any of us can really understand what it's like to have rabies to the point that we wont allow ourselves to drink water out of panic.

And until we've felt that, we'd never be able to really "understand" that I think.

"JUST DRINK IT!" I think to myself rn.

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[magnetaress]

Originally Posted by shovelquest [You must be logged in to view images. Log in or Register.]

I don't think any of us can really understand what it's like to have rabies to the point that we wont allow ourselves to drink water out of panic.

And until we've felt that, we'd never be able to really "understand" that I think.

"JUST DRINK IT!" I think to myself rn.

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I have. Don't want to go into it though.

That's why I learned meditation and to gain awareness and presence. It works.

Sometimes it doesn't butt when it does it's awesome.

Let's just say never lock yourself in a room with me alone for an extended period. You'll regret it. Maybe not even in a physical way.

You can't know what it is / was like to be me. And I don't want you to know. Butt there are reasons and causes and purpose and all that behind who and what I am. And strip away the mask. Reach the core. Reach that elemental fundamental source.

And you won't need eyes to see where we are going. Imma leave it here.

Freedom and well being to all beings. Even the already dead ones.

[magnetaress]

When people have traumatic sudden death type injuries they go into complete shock after the injury. Many don't even know it.

I walked around for like 24hrs before feeling pain after a black out car flip over accident too. Woke up outside the car sitting on the side of the road with people telling me to stay down. I must have got out while still "unconscious" and walked over. Didn't want to go to the ER either but my Sergeant made me. Just broke my hand from the steering wheel. Was zero pain until the next day I couldn't even do a pushup from my arm and shoulder also being fucked up.

[F0rmsh1fter]

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[Ekco]

“As far as we can discern, the sole purpose of human existence is to kindle a light of meaning in the darkness of mere being.”

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also, jesus...

[arvidez]

The quest for fire.

Survival was original meaning. Heard recently that we have been so successful at it that we get to complain about how we do it now.

[Reiwa]

Originally Posted by arvidez [You must be logged in to view images. Log in or Register.]

The quest for fire.

Airefëa

[Ekco]

Checks out. The journey is always more fun than the destination.