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They give me someone to talk to every other week who probably maybe? cares listens but can't do shit. 'Murica, FUCK YA. Actually they've been pretty awesome, but I am unibomber level toxicly maculinized programming fucked in the head. Honest. I really don't want to go down in flames and I am tired of hurting real bad. | |||
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you clearly qualify otherwise, no offensies | |||
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God Bless Texas
Free Iran | |||
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I don't expect to ever be happy. I don't even feel worthy of happiness or entitled to be happy or whatever you fucking rejects think. I just don't want to suffer and be a burden anymore. I don't want other people to suffer because I am retarded. And don't you motherfuckers come out swinging over the trans bullshit. Because fuck you. #rage, that isn't the problem. I don't want to discuss this with you guys anymore. I made it thru the military because I was a stubborn lying hard working son of a bitch who was willing to put in 500% of the effort that everyone else did. I was willing to die just to have a CHANCE to fucking "embrace the struggle". To make the cut. No I should not have gone in, but thats where retards like me often end up. It's a good portion of the population. I don't blame you dumb asses. I am tired of "embracing the struggle", just to suffer. Even tho u dudes ARENT wrong. There is a lot going on in my life that I need to talk to a doctor about, not some dumbasses on the internet. And be honest about. I have been embracing the struggle my whole entire damn life, without help. And I am like this close to just not embracing shit anymore except death, that isn't a threat, it's an objective statement about reality. No I don't really think welfare is going to help to be honest and I don't really want it. I also don't want to be a burden on anyone in my family anymore. I never had anything given to me or handed to me on a silver platter. I have had to fight tooth and nail for every god damn thing I have and have done and become. | |||
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Last edited by Irulan; 02-20-2019 at 07:26 PM..
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I tried to kill myself while off duty. But that doesn't count I guess (woke up with hospital bracelet in barracks they were un-fucking pleased, situation was handled real unfucking believably poorly). Even tho I was active duty at the time. I guess a doctor has to determine that it's the US Armies fault. It isn't. I was already fucked in the head. I get healthcare because I have no income. If I had income I would pay the VA like $200 month for healthcare. | |||
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i know life is hard but look at it this way you didn't give yourself nicotine poisoning yesterday after buying the "hard n****a juice" down at Vape Kang and spent today tortured sick after a night of night sweats
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Last edited by America; 02-20-2019 at 07:46 PM..
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