Thx, to people like secrets, katrik, and tyrant.

[a_gnoll_pup]

Originally Posted by HeallunRumblebelly [You must be logged in to view images. Log in or Register.]

After the same fashion though, I've always felt small and weak. If I had the cash to maintain it I would be roided out of my mind. Is that also something you'd support I do because I don't feel like myself? How I would want to look?

As long as it's a healthy dose of steroids/vitamins that you are taking and you see a doctor regularly to check up on your body's levels, I don't see why not.

[HeallunRumblebelly]

Originally Posted by a_gnoll_pup [You must be logged in to view images. Log in or Register.]

As long as it's a healthy dose of steroids/vitamins that you are taking and you see a doctor regularly to check up on your body's levels, I don't see why not.

I'd like to, but test enth is illegal without a doctor's prescription. That's kind of why it was a thing on SR and why bodybuilding forums are so populous--they have nowhere else to go for information.

[HeallunRumblebelly]

In addendum, and I know this is kind of personal, but how exactly do you pay for the hormones and other medical things required to do what you do, Secrets? I don't think that kind of thing is covered under health insurance?

[a_gnoll_pup]

Originally Posted by HeallunRumblebelly [You must be logged in to view images. Log in or Register.]

In addendum, and I know this is kind of personal, but how exactly do you pay for the hormones and other medical things required to do what you do, Secrets? I don't think that kind of thing is covered under health insurance?

Family doctor prescribes them to me because of my history. I was seeing an endocrinologist until I found the perfect dosage that works for me and then I went to see a regular MD.

The medicine I take has mental health benefits. Oddly enough, out of all of the medicine I have been taking, spironolactone has been the most helpful for my mental health due to its testosterone inhibiting powers.

I may go back to injections someday because i'm getting older, though.

[runlvlzero]

Originally Posted by HeallunRumblebelly [You must be logged in to view images. Log in or Register.]

In addendum, and I know this is kind of personal, but how exactly do you pay for the hormones and other medical things required to do what you do, Secrets? I don't think that kind of thing is covered under health insurance?

I plan to start by removing body hair with an epilator, going to someplace like http://www.yesstyle.com/en/home.html buy some Korean mens shirts with rucking and growing a hairstyle that's not a crew cut, flat top, or bald.

No need for hormones right away. I plan to work with what I have, I've seen some very masculine women, and some very feminine guys and lots in between.

I just want to be beautiful rather than an "ugly" "guy". I went and did my tour in the military and bulked up and I looked good (way to mean) by male standards, but I didn't feel me. I was still a lumped into that meat head stereotype and expected to fulfill it. I was still expected to chase women and fulfill all the males roles in civilization. No stuffed animals, no high heals, nothing beautiful, just bearskins and muscle =/

I'de rather be ridiculed for wearing something frilly or a bow in my hair and be respected by myself and a few people who really do understand. I plan on finding a way to make myself both pretty and acceptable to the mainstream, either as an artist or a model. I'm going to aim for the stars =) better than repressing myself and accepting a lot given to me by my birth certificate.

[Sidelle]

Originally Posted by runlvlzero [You must be logged in to view images. Log in or Register.]

I plan to start by removing body hair with an epilator, going to someplace like http://www.yesstyle.com/en/home.html buy some Korean mens shirts with rucking and growing a hairstyle that's not a crew cut, flat top, or bald.

No need for hormones right away. I plan to work with what I have, I've seen some very masculine women, and some very feminine guys and lots in between.

I just want to be beautiful rather than an "ugly" "guy". I went and did my tour in the military and bulked up and I looked good (way to mean) by male standards, but I didn't feel me. I was still a lumped into that meat head stereotype and expected to fulfill it. I was still expected to chase women and fulfill all the males roles in civilization. No stuffed animals, no high heals, nothing beautiful, just bearskins and muscle =/

I'de rather be ridiculed for wearing something frilly or a bow in my hair and be respected by myself and a few people who really do understand. I plan on finding a way to make myself both pretty and acceptable to the mainstream, either as an artist or a model. I'm going to aim for the stars =) better than repressing myself and accepting a lot given to me by my birth certificate.

Good luck with your transition. I have to take my hat off to you. Doing what you're doing takes a hell of a lot of courage. Especially to loved ones. How does your family feel about it?

[runlvlzero]

Originally Posted by a_gnoll_pup [You must be logged in to view images. Log in or Register.]

You're welcome but please don't do it to become 'girly', do it because you want to become 'yourself'. You'll be happier if you do that.

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I am no longer repressing my desires for free expression in the real world, may whatever you look up to have mercy on your souls XD

[Dr. Edge]

You geting your bananna turned inside out?

[Tecmos Deception]

Definitely, definitely not enough female ass and breast threads.

[HeallunRumblebelly]

Originally Posted by Tecmos Deception [You must be logged in to view images. Log in or Register.]

Definitely, definitely not enough female ass and breast threads.

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