I tried to like it... I really tried...advice?

[Malphite]

It seems like starting now would be easier than in the beginning. Hand outs are always there, maybe not raw plat, but decent items that were better than shit alot of us had to get in the classic era. More casual players in better gear, so they don't care what yours is like eliminating the elitist only groups. Honestly, what are you crying about? You can't log in and have a fungi / hasted melee? Then no one can do anything for you, and this server isn't for you.