Update on the antipsychotic medication

[SorenVC]

I was just very paranoid about medication from psychiatry. Maybe I could have survived without taking the medicine when it was given to me, but now there's no going back and I depend on it. I was worried Christianity isn't in favor of psych meds like some Christians say, but it's not true because:

"Not what goes into the mouth defiles a man; but what comes out of the mouth, this defiles a man."

Also if I don't take my Olanzapine at night, even on the same day, I can't sleep and this continues forever. I will literally die of insomnia if I don't get Olanzapine and I also get all the other symptoms of Olanzapine withdrawal that's written on the info paper inside the medication box. There's just some things I can't control in life. Sometimes you just have to take the medicine and accept it.