What chance does a non-competitive player have on this server?

[tadkins]

Originally Posted by Ooloo [You must be logged in to view images. Log in or Register.]

Seriously though I mainly just hope OP is okay, like irl. He sounds insanely depressed, and if it's all an act that's actually kind of *more* concerning.

For what it's worth; no, it's not an act. I genuinely am depressed as hell, my self-confidence is at a literal 0, and I honestly am just tired of being ignored and losing all the time. I really do just want to experience one victory. Game or life, I'll take either one. Just one win.

But, for what it's worth as well, I am also in therapy atm trying to get things worked out and trying to become a functional adult again.