please ban me

[Baler]

Before I begin, I do think I should be banned.

So I've been on P99 a long time and the people who actually know who baler was on P99 in game know this about me already. I have an alcohol problem. I binge drink followed by saying and doing things that I regret the next day. There is no excuse for this behavior and it's completely inappropriate. I've been a High-functioning alcoholic for a very long time. I'm a very stubborn person who doesn't believe in outside help. I've gone 6 months in the past without drinking. This little escapade (this forum post and recent posts) are in direct relation to my choices. I'm not asking for sympathy in fact the opposite because I know and understand my actions.

I'm going to take a break from the forums. I have a lot of happy memories here and have met a lot of great people here. I don't want to lose everything because I lose sight and become self destructive.

I'm sorry.