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Old 10-15-2018, 05:38 PM
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Most women aren’t hardcore video gamers and it’s not completely out of the question to suggest that switching my brain chemistry to a female one made me less interested in something most females aren’t that interested in. As far as I know, though, the rest of the trans women here are gamers for life.
My relationship with videogames and drugs have both changed. I still enjoy both, but the draw just isn't as strong. I spend a lot more time bored and craving social interaction. It feels like the aggressive dopa loops just don't work the same way. If I work at it, I can get hooked into a well-built Skinner box or oxy binge still though.

Not sure whether that's a matter of neurochemistry, or my decision to transition giving me a means to happiness and therefore imparting weight to wise decisions. I really like walking. And other productive things. The last time I pick videogames up was a few years ago when I was really miserable and trying to content myself with balding and sprouting darker hairs every day. Being good at counterstrike was something I was willing to actually invest some of my limited diligence into then.

Don't feel like answering the questions template w/o hands, but I will say that EverQuest is the first place I ever presented as a female and I always played a healer. Cleric or druid. Had my first sexual experiences with other people ingame too. My main character was a male, but only because when I rolled him I was still affected by a stigma that prevented me from making a female. Everyone in guild knew that a girl was playing that lil hairy guy though. Since then, female characters have always been my "serious attempt" rolls while I sometimes still roll male characters when I intend to engage in buffoonery.

100% into the social aspect of the game, almost don't care about pixels except that lust for them creates a state of mania and intoxication and camaraderie that heightens the social aspect.

Always guild officer, always raid leader, always robbing people and stripping accounts and siphoning from guild income. Using sexuality to get ahead. My meta-game was always to get more than I deserved by manipulating people. That was an explicit goal I set for myself, lol. In WoW and EQ. Online games are great sandbox for no-impact sociopathic activity. I don't do that stuff anymore.
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