whats it feel like

[maerilith]

Originally Posted by Big_Japan [You must be logged in to view images. Log in or Register.]

buddy i havent made a post on this board without being under the influence of drugs in prolly 3 years. I don't feel any sense of superiority. But then, i don't go around claiming my drug abuse is advisable or that it for sure made my life better either, even though it was doctor-initiated and -assisted just like your own hellish journey into kafkaesque alienation and physical transformation.

Truth is, no medical intervention ever made me feel as good as getting completely off of the slave grid and disconnected from electronics. If I recall your backstory about being in the military accurately, it would seem you don't even know that greener pastures exist. Those possibilities are all the info I'm trying to convey to you.

I really pitty the people who suffer from doctors and who can't do their own research. But I am not going to sit here and tell you that life is a fairytale either. Just that in my case, in my defense, and in defense of someone like me, this shit is 4 real bro. Not just some kind of "thing" craze, passtime, or fetish. Though it does get abused as such.

I think were on the same page. Just I'm fucking triggered as fuck when people tell me I don't even know my own body or insinuate it or insinuate it's possible.

I've gone down the fucking darkest trails in the forest. I know some crazy shit about the universe. I don't need my horrible feelings reinforced by negative "tranny bashing" blah. etc.. whatever it is. Poke fun, but god.... damnit.

[Big_Japan]

Originally Posted by maerilith [You must be logged in to view images. Log in or Register.]

I really pitty the people who suffer from doctors and who can't do their own research.

after your statements on SSRIs (and saying you yourself have used them) this statement is ironic as fuck

i truly hope that you're happy and being a transforming breast inflating cowgirl in a real life hentai fills ur soul with divine joy, but the level of defensive and triggered you get suggests darkness lurking close.

[maerilith]

Originally Posted by Big_Japan [You must be logged in to view images. Log in or Register.]

after your statements on SSRIs (and saying you yourself have used them) this statement is ironic as fuck

i truly hope that you're happy and being a transforming breast inflating cowgirl in a real life hentai fills ur soul with divine joy, but the level of defensive and triggered you get suggests darkness lurking close.

I don't understand why you are such a fucking retard. You have no clue what your talking about. Medical abuse happens. STOP BLAMING THE ENTIRE WORLD FOR WHAT A FEW PEOPLE DO YOU FUCKING MORON.

[Big_Japan]

Originally Posted by maerilith [You must be logged in to view images. Log in or Register.]

I don't understand why you are such a fucking retard. You have no clue what your talking about. Medical abuse happens. STOP BLAMING THE ENTIRE WORLD FOR WHAT A FEW PEOPLE DO YOU FUCKING MORON.

you believe you are being given SSRIs because of "serotonin imbalance" like that's a strong hypothesis, then express pity for ppl who can't critically research their doctor's advice in the next post. Also no idea why you're bringing up medical abuse.

No john, you are the retards.

[maerilith]

Originally Posted by Big_Japan [You must be logged in to view images. Log in or Register.]

you believe you are being given SSRIs because of "serotonin imbalance" like that's a strong hypothesis, then express pity for ppl who can't do research in the next post.

No john, you are the retards.

No, but they do chemically alter the seritonin, and that has helped, it's how they more or less work, with varying side affects from drug to drug.

It's not rocket science. It's not going to create a spiritual black hole in the universe if I'm alive because of an SSRI.

What is wrong with understanding how a drug works and accepting the reason the doctor gives it out? Also, prove via whitepaper how you can't even test for physiological and chemical depression.... etc...

Your argument is just as much belief as mine.

[Big_Japan]

Originally Posted by maerilith [You must be logged in to view images. Log in or Register.]

It's not rocket science.

Exactly. It's really not even close. And the human brain is a Hell of a lot more complicated than a rocket. Sledgehammer as Azzar said.

Glad it "works" for you though. You seem real chilled out today.

[maerilith]

Originally Posted by Big_Japan [You must be logged in to view images. Log in or Register.]

Exactly. It's really not even close. And the human brain is a Hell of a lot more complicated than a rocket. Sledgehammer as Azzar said.

Glad it "works" for you though. You seem real chilled out today.

I'm rightfully pissed your attacking my person over your fucking stupid ideal fantasy based loosely in your medical expertise which I find highly suspect. You are probably one of those quack loony let's hypnotise patients and read them the bible doctors.