Confessions of a Rageaholic

[Itchybottom]

None of that shit matters dude. Maybe you're just wired for self loathing, maybe you're bi-polar, maybe you smoke too much cannabis. Accept it, be a dick, and know that it doesn't matter what you look like, who you are, we all end up in the same place and it doesn't make a difference if people hate you or mourn you when you're gone. The numbers in either direction don't mean a thing when you're worm chow (or ash.) Very few of us will even be remembered for more than two generations -- so do whatever the hell you want in life and forget the consequences; shape your world how you want it and to hell with the consequences.

Pills really don't work, but if you must try one I recommend Paxil. It has the best results over the years, and it can help premature ejaculation [You must be logged in to view images. Log in or Register.] (which a lot of self loathing guys tend to have) It's not going to help you sleep though.

[Aarone]

Originally Posted by Alawen Everywhere [You must be logged in to view images. Log in or Register.]

I'm going to take you at face value and assume this isn't a troll. If it is, okay, haha, joke's on me.

It's really hell getting over childhood stuff. It might take you a long time, but realize that it's possible. You can change the way you think about things.

The path is different for everyone, but I think you'll find your way. I wish you well.

Originally Posted by Itchybottom [You must be logged in to view images. Log in or Register.]

None of that shit matters dude. Maybe you're just wired for self loathing, maybe you're bi-polar, maybe you smoke too much cannabis. Accept it, be a dick, and know that it doesn't matter what you look like, who you are, we all end up in the same place and it doesn't make a difference if people hate you or mourn you when you're gone.

Needless to say, I'm with Alawen (no disrespect intended to the opposing point of view, of course).

I've got no wonderful words of wisdom to offer you, Straif, and anything I could offer would likely only seem banal. But there is truth in what Alawen offers. Reflect upon this: St. Augustine once wrote that "the life not self-examined is a life not lived" - no matter how dark and difficult things may seem, it sounds to me, at least, that you're taking some steps on the right path. Continue them, and remember that, even on the cloudiest days, the human heart still knows where the sun shines from (go test it on the next rainy day - you'll find it's true).

Keep on walking, brother - you'll find the way.