imperiouskitten meltdown thread

[starkind]

I'm trying to help. You need to calm down first though. Objectivity isn't your forte right now.

I am not othering or objectifying you.

Just trying to sus out what is really driving your emotions. In this reality, I survived my suicide attempt and grew the fuck up. Would hate to see you work up to it over people getting banned and not banned for having a 50 year old mentality you will never change by force or banquest. And I'm not sure you're in a place to understand. I wish you were though. I don't hate you. Don't think you're gross. Your perspective is valid. Just not presently effective.

Like I'm likely not effectively communicating with you right now.

Ever wonder why ppl get annoyed at me? Lose it? Just like you are right now?

It's not because I'm right or wrong. It's because I'm emotionally detached. Maybe that is an awful thing to be. It is however better than being constantly enraged at what amounts to an emotional and experiential brick wall.

You will not be able to fix these forums. The few people who still dwell here. Me included.

That doesn't mean I don't care. I absolutely do care very much. Just that I really don't see the point in the intellectual brinksmanship and going for the ideological throat anymore. I mean, if you gotta vent, vent. I guess.

Why tho?