Well...

[pink grapefruit]

Originally Posted by starkind [You must be logged in to view images. Log in or Register.]

I'm too weak to post cat memes right now.

Hope everyone else is doing ok.

wym weak??

Originally Posted by imperiouskitten [You must be logged in to view images. Log in or Register.]

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what medication would instantly cure you? most of this sounds very not great but it's good you're feeling stronger today.

Originally Posted by Cecily [You must be logged in to view images. Log in or Register.]

Got 82.5% on an exam I didn't study enough for and was sure I bombed. Clinicals were canceled today so slept till 1045 instead of waking up at 0500. Needed the extra sleep. Guardian angel still watching over me.

nice cecily!! you're really doing it lol.

Originally Posted by starkind [You must be logged in to view images. Log in or Register.]

I decided a few years ago to stop seeking medical treatment for my severe illness because the chances that I will get better and contribute to society don't justify it. It was the main factor in my last major suicide attempt.

I'm not encouraging others to feel the same. And out of respect for my loved ones I've decided to stay the course even if that means spending 19hrs a day in bed at home a virtual cripple.

Love yall.

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Well I feel fucking fantastic, except the doordash lady gave me the wrong food this morning. I'm eating it bc hungry but idk why anyone would order this junk. I wanted my oatmeal, salad, and bagel but instead I got greasy breakfast sandwiches. Ice cream coffee with whipped cream instead of my normal coffee w normal cream.

Gonna play barbells and cardio and then hopefully spend the day studying, bleh :P

I got 7 pullups in a single set yesterday! Maybe not a huge accomplishment to most but I remember when I bought my little doorframe pullup bar and could only hang on it and do negatives lol.