Evil

[magnetaress]

I cried a lot. Was more protective for a bit. It gentled me though. Clipping claws is no longer an exercise of scruff holding or strength and intimidation.. And now an exercise in trust and mommying. My babies won't bite mommy and they trust me complety now.. I'm more fearless, but I startle and spook easier. I'm more trusting. Can't say it's all E. Way more connected to nature and people. My reads on body language, intent, and inflection are almost superhuman now. Stuff like that.

But my conjecture is that this was always true it was just burried under an oppressive and fearful, controlling, domineering superego. E probably helped me unlock my potential and made it easier.