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[Gwaihir]

Originally Posted by magnetaress [You must be logged in to view images. Log in or Register.]

You don't need to, don't need my permission. I want to say I feel you. I don't know.


Wb. Yeah.


I wish.



Not to dismiss the rest of your journey. I just don't know what to say there. I'm again sorry for being critical. OP wasn't about you. I think I was indirectly shooting my laser beams over there though. I'm guilty, I am sorry. You don't need no heat. No lessons. No grills. Not blaming you for crap. Or tryna make fun. I'm a little frustrated.

I agree though. There's truth in what you said.

A lot of times I genuinely believe I should shut up forever. Disappear, go away. That all I got is a massive toothy pain aura. That's exactly what I was channeling.

You pointed out my toothy aura. That's as likely a candidate as ever.



You know what? You may be right. I want to be beautiful again. I'm grieving hard. Right now. Pain is tearing out my soul and I'm really afraid.

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Present. Perception. I'm feeling esoteric. Disconnected. Like watching the universe stretch, expand, and fall away into a speedily approaching black hole. I'm not as grounded and centered as I would like. It's a challenge to ground into my own body and feeling though. Maybe it's pain. My intent isn't to complain. It's observation. Radiation.

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Fresh outa poetry and prose. Sometimes I just gotta post.

It's enough to take up smoking again