Cant find right loginserver account

[ajape99]

i made this in 2015 and made my main named Ajape. ive checked all email history from all my emails and this is the only account i ever used but my loginserver account was missing (the one i login to p1999 with)

so its either this account is some blank one i accidently made (very sure this is the right one) or my loginserver server got removed or something. from what im told accounts that are inactive dont get deleted so im sure im just on the wrong account or maybe im looking at this wrong.

was wondering if theres any other options cause im stuck at trying to find the account i have my character on.