what most of you will not understand

[Lagaidh]

I had a childhood chocked full of every kind of abuse you can think of except sexual... I think this woman is full of herself and nothing else.

You can keep being mad about the past or afraid of the future, but all that does is paralyze. Been there, done that... but I grew up. Late. But I did grow up. What I see in those videos is an angry person yet to fully grow up.

/pity