TRIGGER WARNING *MAERILITH*

[Aesop]

Ressentiment (French pronunciation: ​[rəsɑ̃timɑ̃]), in philosophy and psychology, is one of the forms of resentment or hostility. It is the French word for "resentment" (fr. Latin intensive prefix 're', and 'sentir' "to feel"). Ressentiment is a sense of hostility directed at that which one identifies as the cause of one's frustration, that is, an assignment of blame for one's frustration. The sense of weakness or inferiority and perhaps jealousy in the face of the "cause" generates a rejecting/justifying value system, or morality, which attacks or denies the perceived source of one's frustration. This value system is then used as a means of justifying one's own weaknesses by identifying the source of envy as objectively inferior, serving as a defense mechanism that prevents the resentful individual from addressing and overcoming their insecurities and flaws. The ego creates an enemy in order to insulate itself from culpability.

Something to think about homegirl, I can't even read your posts and I do worry about you. You have a very serious lack of self-awareness which is endemic to Americans but idk. You still got balls and a dick right? Masculinity is about self-control and self-awareness. IDK about women, I ain't one and I ain't trying to be one. I have some feminine aspects about myself, nurturing etc. but I'm still not a woman.

Try it, go outside and go hunt or fish or something. Go kill something that isn't human, and isn't a pet. Then cook it and eat it. Read the bible or some shit, I don't know man.