whats it feel like

[maerilith]

Originally Posted by Big_Japan [You must be logged in to view images. Log in or Register.]

buddy i havent made a post on this board without being under the influence of drugs in prolly 3 years. I don't feel any sense of superiority. But then, i don't go around claiming my drug abuse is advisable or that it for sure made my life better either, even though it was doctor-initiated and -assisted just like your own hellish journey into kafkaesque alienation and physical transformation.

Truth is, no medical intervention ever made me feel as good as getting completely off of the slave grid and disconnected from electronics. If I recall your backstory about being in the military accurately, it would seem you don't even know that greener pastures exist. Those possibilities are all the info I'm trying to convey to you.

I really pitty the people who suffer from doctors and who can't do their own research. But I am not going to sit here and tell you that life is a fairytale either. Just that in my case, in my defense, and in defense of someone like me, this shit is 4 real bro. Not just some kind of "thing" craze, passtime, or fetish. Though it does get abused as such.

I think were on the same page. Just I'm fucking triggered as fuck when people tell me I don't even know my own body or insinuate it or insinuate it's possible.

I've gone down the fucking darkest trails in the forest. I know some crazy shit about the universe. I don't need my horrible feelings reinforced by negative "tranny bashing" blah. etc.. whatever it is. Poke fun, but god.... damnit.