I just had a panic attack

[Isoroku]

It all started about 45 minutes ago, i ended up getting a forum ban/suspension for apparently spamming the forums, I have no recollection of these events. I honestly would like to see the proof of the spam.

The staff member that banned/suspended my forum account is named Sikorsky, I honestly have never heard of him although it does sound like a name a member in TMO would have.

i'd just like to preface this with that when i was 12 i was playing everquest late at night when a man burst into my house and held my family hostage for 5 hours while the police talked him into letting everyone but my father leave the house, after another 5 years the police breached the house and in the ensuing firefight both the bad guy and my father had been shot dead. Ever since i have had PSTD panic attacks whenever something bad happens to me when its EQ related.

cue EQ forums banning, i read that i was banned from the forums and instantly had a flashback and my PSTD kicked in and just started freaking out. luckily enough i had my medication on hand but it takes 15-20 minutes for it kick it so i have spent the last 20 minutes bent over a sink trying to catch my breath.

I think this server should be alot more conscious to its mentally unstable population, as we have seen in the last couple weeks we have had a man with a gun enter a park and suicide by cop, just the other day one of our long time members took a mace to a lady walking her dog. Imagine if i was one of those dangerous mental people. What this could have triggered.

thank you for reading i just wanted to make everyone aware and hopefully this topic is taking more seriously around here.