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Originally Posted by runlvlzero [You must be logged in to view images. Log in or Register.]

Think about it every night, it's depressing. Shit will never happen fast enough for me... gawed awful affirmation to have... but I'm sad as hell that I am poor, live in the bible belt, in a backwards town, and there's nothing to do here.

TBH I've thought about that my whole life if your curious. It's seriously just a scissor snip away...

Of course I'de fuck it up and end up bleeding out or in worse shape.

V day sux for me. All my relationships have ended on this day or right after christmas.

You guys can take out your hatred on me. IDGAF. I'm a bit sad, melencholy, and angry, I have a story to tell, and this isn't the place to tell it... and I don't even feeling like bothering the other trans folks on their own forums bout life. Srsly life is rough.

Be nice to eachother. You may be happy right now, warm cozy in your little safety zone. But outside, just down the street there's probably someone screaming in their own heads at themselves over something.

Cauze shits pretty fucked up.

Could be worse. I have a lot going for me. I also have a lot stacked against me.

On one hand, I have some ways to earn money. On the other hand I don't have a steady job I enjoy.

On one hand I live in a safe home, with low stress. On the other hand there's not a damn thing to do here and no friends, and no one who understands me.

etc... the list goes on.

Work a shitty job and save enough to get out of your shitty town where there are more trannies and like minded people. You are not defined by what others think about you in a backwards shittown.