Thx, to people like secrets, katrik, and tyrant.

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Originally Posted by HeallunRumblebelly [You must be logged in to view images. Log in or Register.]

In addendum, and I know this is kind of personal, but how exactly do you pay for the hormones and other medical things required to do what you do, Secrets? I don't think that kind of thing is covered under health insurance?

I plan to start by removing body hair with an epilator, going to someplace like http://www.yesstyle.com/en/home.html buy some Korean mens shirts with rucking and growing a hairstyle that's not a crew cut, flat top, or bald.

No need for hormones right away. I plan to work with what I have, I've seen some very masculine women, and some very feminine guys and lots in between.

I just want to be beautiful rather than an "ugly" "guy". I went and did my tour in the military and bulked up and I looked good (way to mean) by male standards, but I didn't feel me. I was still a lumped into that meat head stereotype and expected to fulfill it. I was still expected to chase women and fulfill all the males roles in civilization. No stuffed animals, no high heals, nothing beautiful, just bearskins and muscle =/

I'de rather be ridiculed for wearing something frilly or a bow in my hair and be respected by myself and a few people who really do understand. I plan on finding a way to make myself both pretty and acceptable to the mainstream, either as an artist or a model. I'm going to aim for the stars =) better than repressing myself and accepting a lot given to me by my birth certificate.