How rare is a torch?

[Troy]

I've been camping magicians in Najena for 12+ hours and never seen a fucking torch. I've gained an entire level by killing mages ONLY, most of which are green to me at lvl 29. I have collected over 700 gold coins. I have a broom, a stein, a shovel, and have let several more rot looking for a single FUCKING TORCH. WHAT THE FUCK.

What good is an item which will let me level faster if it takes so long to get the fucking thing that I could gain 10 levels in the time it takes to camp for the fucker?

Why am I playing a game that makes me furious instead of sleeping or doing something that I actually enjoy?

Why?