whats it feel like

[Big_Japan]

Originally Posted by maerilith [You must be logged in to view images. Log in or Register.]

your insane if you think it's going to start raining trannies and you think gatekeepers are a good thing...

lets just watch people suffer and commit suicide because BIGJ knows whats best for the entire fucking world.

I only claim to know a very narrow slice of this life. Enough to know that spending your time obsessing over your own unhappiness and mutilating the external in hopes of fixing the internal is a fool's errand. You think I never considered going mtf? I coulda made a milli on sex work by now.

I have no doubt that some people experience what appears like a net benefit from going MTF. Mostly the ones who are able to pass and acquire Attractive Female Privilege, like Katrik claims to be (altho still photos are notoriously ineffective at revealing the uncanny valley effect even the more attractive MTFs typically suffer from).

Until you realize the true Way, whether in Buddhism or in common sense, you may think that things are correct and in order. However, if we look at things objectively, from the viewpoint of laws of the world, we see various doctrines departing from the true Way. Know well this spirit, and with forthrightness as the foundation and the true spirit as the Way enact strategy broadly, correctly and openly.

You laid down your life for Israel yet you'll never know what it is to be a warrior if you can't find a way to turn back soon. I'd be rustled too.

[AzzarTheGod]

Originally Posted by Daywolf [You must be logged in to view images. Log in or Register.]

I don't watch FOX NEWS, they get too much crazy shat from social media. I listen to Hannity sometimes though, but on radio/streams, and he's usually in a contrast to what the tards on FOX are flapping gums about. I don't plug in, you can't stop the signal! Out there things like rebellion, revolution and civil war are more the buzz words, and comes from the many voices, always coming, not just the scripted ones that feed soundbites and propaganda at a blitz rate then go silent for the next soundbite. You can't stop the signal!

Your man Hannity was said to have gone scorched earth last night against Rubio for the first time:

http://www.theblaze.com/stories/2016...against-rubio/

Originally Posted by Big_Japan [You must be logged in to view images. Log in or Register.]

And you were probably "vaccinated" 1000 times while in the military.

Big J was also close to going scorched earth in this thread.

[Daywolf]

Originally Posted by Big_Japan [You must be logged in to view images. Log in or Register.]

This was just posted in a thread calling me out for failure to rustle. I win at this fucking board.

uh-huh, I pulled moar guppies out of the pond in teh fishing contest compared to all the whales others pulled. It'll take a lot more than that to win teh board [You must be logged in to view images. Log in or Register.]

Big pharma sux, yes. I worked as a machinist for one of the biggest big pharma companies in existence, for a little while anyway, long ago, moved to better things.

It's all so much worse now, the corruption with insurance payouts driving up costs, FDA corruption allowing crazy ass shit to go into drugs (I didn't work on drugs, heart catheters at a pharma company), out of control lawsuits against doctors, oh and the evil lobbyist buying out politicians.

0bamacare just makes the whole mess even worse, a labyrinth, not fixing a damn thing, and is just about pure corruption. It's all just a huge web of fail stuff, so bad we'll all probably turn into zombies at some point. Literal..

[maerilith]

Originally Posted by Big_Japan [You must be logged in to view images. Log in or Register.]

I only claim to know a very narrow slice of this life. Enough to know that spending your time obsessing over your own unhappiness and mutilating the external in hopes of fixing the internal is a fool's errand. You think I never considered going mtf? I coulda made a milli on sex work by now.

I have no doubt that some people experience what appears like a net benefit from going MTF. Mostly the ones who are able to pass and acquire Attractive Female Privilege, like Katrik claims to be (altho still photos are notoriously ineffective at revealing the uncanny valley effect even the more attractive MTFs typically suffer from).

Until you realize the true Way, whether in Buddhism or in common sense, you may think that things are correct and in order. However, if we look at things objectively, from the viewpoint of laws of the world, we see various doctrines departing from the true Way. Know well this spirit, and with forthrightness as the foundation and the true spirit as the Way enact strategy broadly, correctly and openly.

You laid down your life for Israel yet you'll never know what it is to be a warrior if you can't find a way to turn back soon. I'd be rustled too.

There is more to transition than sex work and the uncanny valley. I posted my old life pic before. Do you really think I would be happy going back to the way I was.

Do you remember the old runlvlzero from these boards. I thought a bit like you did until I explored what it meant to truly be myself. I did that with and without the help of "specialists" i didn't have anyone push or bully me into being a transwoman. I made that choice because it's what my heart and soul wants. Not because it's "safe" or "easier" or "society" or any other external dumbass reasons.

The thing is you think you are making a point... for me... but you really do not know me, who I was and who I am now. You just know a bit of my trolls and argueing on the internet me. You cannot judge me for being trans without sounding like a complete jerk.

You think I'm alone and isolated and uncommunicative now? LOL you have no fucking idea what it was like pre-everything-transition for me. And many others. Who do not wan't to do it for "sex work" and Zion.

And you completely neglect to mention or think or include intersex conditions, or female to males (who obviously aren't "trannies") your obsessed with a segment of society that developed and stigmatized transexual woman because it was the ONLY way until recently.

Now you can go to a clinic in NY like Callene-Lorde and get real honest to god help that's not going to push you into doing something you do not want to do.

It's better for everyone even the people who fail. Because not trying at all out of fear is like the worst buddhist philosophy I ever saw.

[Pokesan]

changed my mind

[Big_Japan]

My heart and soul wishes I were born a female too. Or a millionaire. Doesn't change the cards I was dealt, and doesn't make poisoning what I was given justifiable. And I make a pretty good male anyway.

Human consciousness is fascinatingly malleable. Drive a car for 6 hours, it changes shape until the car is your body. Spirit is nothingness homie. I'm in this for the final victory.

[xaxis]

Originally Posted by Big_Japan [You must be logged in to view images. Log in or Register.]

My heart and soul wishes I were born a female too. Or a millionaire. Doesn't change the cards I was dealt, and doesn't make poisoning what I was given justifiable. And I make a pretty good male anyway.

Human consciousness is fascinatingly malleable. Drive a car for 6 hours, it changes shape until the car is your body. Spirit is nothingness homie. I'm in this for the final victory.

Spirit is everything. Physicality is nothing.

[maerilith]

Originally Posted by Big_Japan [You must be logged in to view images. Log in or Register.]

My heart and soul wishes I were born a female too. Or a millionaire. Doesn't change the cards I was dealt, and doesn't make poisoning what I was given justifiable. And I make a pretty good male anyway.

Human consciousness is fascinatingly malleable. Drive a car for 6 hours, it changes shape until the car is your body. Spirit is nothingness homie.

If your happy for yourself and like who you are then transition is really probably not for you. Me and you are totally different animals. I'm glad that you are happy. I truly am. I'm not trying to push you or anyone else to do something they don't want to do.

But your like arguing that nothing in this world matters except your own personal justification for how you are now... despite how you were born or what you want.

FYI, I don't "wish I was born female" i was born female...... FML

Just because we are from different worlds doesn't mean we can't care for each other :P

[Big_Japan]

Originally Posted by xaxis [You must be logged in to view images. Log in or Register.]

Spirit is everything. Physicality is nothing.

We agree. That's why I advise developing the true spirit rather than trying to reorganize the material plane to line up with the impulsive animal lusts fools mistake for their soul. That true spirit is infinitely adaptable; in that sense it is nothingness.

[Big_Japan]

Originally Posted by maerilith [You must be logged in to view images. Log in or Register.]

Just because we are from different worlds doesn't mean we can't care for each other :P

of course i love u gurl, i love everyone on this board except staff who make light of people's deaths. And i hope you turn out great. don't take it backhandedly when i say you appear to be progressing well for someone transitioning at your age.

Ur going to be making a whole lot of Tyrones ejaculate prematurely milady.