Thx, to people like secrets, katrik, and tyrant.

[Cecily]

Fucking laser beams.

[radditsu]

Originally Posted by Rellapse36 [You must be logged in to view images. Log in or Register.]

How you gonna remove all your ass hair?

Bleach

[Sidelle]

Originally Posted by runlvlzero [You must be logged in to view images. Log in or Register.]

I plan to start by removing body hair with an epilator, going to someplace like http://www.yesstyle.com/en/home.html buy some Korean mens shirts with rucking and growing a hairstyle that's not a crew cut, flat top, or bald.

No need for hormones right away. I plan to work with what I have, I've seen some very masculine women, and some very feminine guys and lots in between.

I just want to be beautiful rather than an "ugly" "guy". I went and did my tour in the military and bulked up and I looked good (way to mean) by male standards, but I didn't feel me. I was still a lumped into that meat head stereotype and expected to fulfill it. I was still expected to chase women and fulfill all the males roles in civilization. No stuffed animals, no high heals, nothing beautiful, just bearskins and muscle =/

I'de rather be ridiculed for wearing something frilly or a bow in my hair and be respected by myself and a few people who really do understand. I plan on finding a way to make myself both pretty and acceptable to the mainstream, either as an artist or a model. I'm going to aim for the stars =) better than repressing myself and accepting a lot given to me by my birth certificate.

Good luck with your transition. I have to take my hat off to you. Doing what you're doing takes a hell of a lot of courage. Especially to loved ones. How does your family feel about it?

[Champion_Standing]

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[Blink]

Originally Posted by HeallunRumblebelly [You must be logged in to view images. Log in or Register.]

You busy this weekend?

rofl

[HeallunRumblebelly]

Relapse is the kind of guy who would call my bluff. And I'm the kind of guy who would take a joke too far. This ass would get waxed.

[a_gnoll_pup]

Originally Posted by HeallunRumblebelly [You must be logged in to view images. Log in or Register.]

Relapse is the kind of guy who would call my bluff. And I'm the kind of guy who would take a joke too far. This ass would get waxed.

I'd wax your ass :3

[HeallunRumblebelly]

Originally Posted by a_gnoll_pup [You must be logged in to view images. Log in or Register.]

I'd wax your ass :3

I mean, there's probably some sexual ennuendo there, but it really does need done.

[runlvlzero]

Lol @ all the friendly banter and thanks a lot for the support and tips about the skin. I figure either nair/or showergel, epilator, because shaving itches and leaves stubble like mad. I'm going to give the epilator a shot, I've heard good things about them from Sarena's youtube channel. Having no hair on my boobs is an amazing feeling. TBH I'm already producing my own naturally higher than norm estrogen levels, I have a chromosomal anomaly (lots of science was done at a medical school). I've been steadily loosing weight for the last year, and am getting back down to my military levels of BMI but with a lot less muscle and my more normal fat (which is ironically closer to a womens BMI, no matter what I do).

I do plan on getting with a shrink, I want hormones/therapy and to be passable one day.

My mom is really being cool about it. I don't talk to my father, my brother and Uncle don't know (Uncle says dumb shit like he want's to kill homosexuals) and my sister is in a long term relationship with someone transitioning (whom I am also really proud of, friends with).

Wax woulda been my 1st choice before researching the epilators.

[katrik]

Congratz, Runv..! Be patient, save your money. Proud of you.

Hi Cece..! Miss you..!