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07-22-2013, 01:45 PM
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denied government housing for no clear reason other than because I do not have children to support I guess. approved for food stamps but never got my card in mail and when I call human services they just connect me to some other 1-800 number that tells me I have to call human services and it gets no where after calling both numbers twice. more applications than I can count I have filled out and no one calls born into poor family of members that don't care about anyone but themselves nothing really left and im surprised att hasn't cut off my internet yet because i haven't paid them in 2 months couldn't pass military entrance exams because im too stupid i guess. and i don't care to roam around the streets eating trash and getting beat up by random junkies and harassed by cops who don't care either. doesn't matter anymore so no need to respond to this thread - just wanted advice on the ammunition for the gun my father left me after his heart killed him in mid 50's. what a lucky bastard | |||
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07-22-2013, 01:49 PM
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07-22-2013, 02:00 PM
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Hope your trolling cause suicide is not the answer. Never give up. You can change your situation, but once you kill your self you cannot change anything. Your time here is over and you could possibly end up some where else even worse.
You can find something, anything better than killing your self. Find a support group, find a fight club, find a church, find God...anything better than suicide.
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07-22-2013, 02:14 PM
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Also, where do you live? There are cheap places to live.
I know people...so stupid - I don't know how they survive! BUT THEY DO! Also, about the applications - I think there is help to learn how to fill these things out. The company I work for hired someone that lied on his application. Said he wasn't a felon, but he was. The company fired him. He sued. He won. I don't think I should say how much he got, but it certainly became worthwhile to lie on his application! My boss hired this "college graduate" sitting near me. After he offered the job, the company did the back ground check. No college degree. She tells him she's just one credit short and he hired her anyway. You sound depressed, not that I am an expert. Since you probably don't have money to see anyone right now, I suggest exercise. Amazing what a regular physical workout can do for the body and the mind. I would also suggest Yoga. You could find information with google to start. Quote:
I want to help sick people. I realize not everyone wants to help sick people. For me, it's a natural instinct. A natural instinct, just like it was to care for my children when they were born. If there is a sick person that can not be cured, I would be in favor of assisted suicide - if it were legal. Our society has not accepted assisted suicide yet, and I do believe in following the rules of society. Sick people may believe there is no cure, but that is part of the sickness. Schizophrenia Drug Addiction Bipolar Sometimes these diagnosis' take years to mediate properly. Even if you suffer 20 years, that's only a quarter of the average lifetime. | |||
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07-22-2013, 02:23 PM
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You have to create reasons to live for yourself. Everybody does. Find a big idea, a philosophy, a big goal, a hope, or anything else to justify moving forward.
If you don't kill yourself, I guarantee you'll look back on this time and thank everything that you didn't do it. When you have a significant other, or when you have a child, or when you belong to a group of peers or feel connected to something real and meaningful, you'll realize that it is worth living. Especially killing yourself for totally material and temporary reasons is no reason to die. All things are impermanent. You will eventually be dead-- that is the contract you entered into. Don't rush to fulfill your end of the bargain because of temporal despair. I'm not going to get into every reason why existence is a wholly magnificent and awe-inspiring thing, but know that in the grand scheme of all-encompassing, unconditional reality, you are lucky. You will be lucky in your life. And when you die, that'll be lucky, too. I don't care if you're trolling or not, although I'm almost certain that you are in fact trolling. I've dealt with more friends and family committing suicide than I'd have cared to. Don't take things for granted. Things could always be worse-- and to be sure, people around the world have it much, much worse than you if your only real concerns are material. | ||
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