A little help please? :'(

[Mindsplatter]

I won't bother you all with some epically long version of my history on this server, but basically it boils down to this....

Started 9 months ago as a new, untwinked rogue --> leveled to 50 tediously --> joined a raiding guild --> got the gearrrs (nothing DROPPABLE) --> got bored of pressing 2 buttons (autoattack/backstab) on raids --> deleted rogue, sold gear (again, not from raiding) --> started a new character twinked out with about 25k (my life savings) --> got drunk --> died --> corpse rotted --> cried myself to sleep.

So I appeal to you wonderous gods among men, you beautiful princes of the night, with your mass stacks of PP and fly honey bitches..

This isn't a scam as well...I probably don't care enough to do so..I just want a healthy start (without feeling like I just wasted the past 9 months of my life) and I'm not beyond begging for PP. Can anyone help me out?