You told me to seek help. I have.

[magnetaress]

I am still seeking help.

I thought I found God. I am not a believer though. I use faith like a tool. It isn't superstition. I know some scripture and I follow it. I have faith in this faith and the intent and guidance of the word.

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I can't get enough of this game. Whether it be blue, red, or takp. Or even live. I got my heart set on a final sprint to GoD on Aradune as well. Maybe I can rest peacefully afterwards.

To digress feels selfish. And I don't understand this emotion or EQs hold on my consciousness? As barely as it is there...?

How do others feel? I feel like I am already dead and I fell, but I am told "she's sent to us for a reason". I don't know if it's the angels or the devils who have received my soul. I feel like God wants my love, he would never demand or force it though. Satan will trade and promise favors. Sometimes I feel like I can spot the angels and devils.

What I do know is that this game and I. We are here for a reason. Even if we are already just dying memories and dreams in a child's suffering mind.